A harvest to remember part 4

“Nice to see you son. Your eyes look red, you ok?”
“I’m fine dad; it’s just been a long day.”
I looked over to see Toby’s mum fussing over him, He turned & smiled. I checked to see what dad was doing, he had started to walk off.
I turned back Toby was still looking; I mouthed “I love you.” I turned & walked away.

It was like nothing I had experienced the feeling of emptiness as I left him behind.
I had never felt emotions before even when mum died, I felt the loss & always missed her but this was different. This was a kind of hole left deep in me, I ached to be with him.
we had got each others phone numbers but I could tell that wouldn’t be enough.

A month went passed we spoke on the phone about three times a day, & certainly every night for phone sex. It was not enough I had to hold him.
Then the call I was waiting for. “Chris, can I come up to see you tomorrow? We need to talk.”
“Yeah, I will tell dad you are coming it wont be a problem.”
“Thanks can you pick me up from the station? I haven’t got a car.”
“That’s fine, ring me when you are close I’ll come down for you. How long can you stay?”
“We’ll see how things go when I get there, I’ve got to go. I love you.”
“Love you too cant weight to see you.”

As I went down stairs to find dad, I couldn’t help thinking that the call had been strange.
I found dad.
“Dad is it ok if I have a friend to stay for a couple of days?”
“Blimey son you actually have a friend? You didn’t even have friends round from school of course you can. You make up the spare room. Do I know him?”
“No you have never met him, but I told you about him, its Toby that I worked with.”
“Oh yeah I remember you telling me. He will be able to tell me about your exploits with those girls you must have had & haven’t told me about.”

“Yeah”

Next day came time seemed to drag; the phone kept ringing through the day, I knew straightaway that it wasn’t him, I had his rig tone set to The Calling Wherever you will go. It reminded me, of that first time.
About thee the phone rang the magic tune, Toby flashed on the screen. I flipped it open nearly dropping it in the rush.
“Hi Chris I’ll be there in about half an hour.”
“That’s fine I’ll leave now.”
I jumped in my Land Rover 90 & rushed to meet him. I got to the station as the train pulled in. I jumped out & ran on to the platform.
It was a bit like one of those scenes in a film. He stood there looking for me, as he spotted me he dropped his bags. We ran to each other. We wrapped our arms around each other & kissed. I had almost forgotten that electric kiss as I tingled.
He was back in my arms I was whole again.
It was as we broke the kiss we realized that we were being stared at, I had forgotten where we were.
We grabbed Toby’s bag & quickly left not looking at the stunned people we left behind.

As we drove away we still hadn’t spoken there was nothing to say at first we didn’t need words the kiss was all that was needed. The cd was playing our album Toby put his hand on my leg
“Fuck I have missed you, this music is giving me a hard on, not that seeing you hadn’t started is off”
He moved his hand up to my crotch & rubbed my hard cock.
I nearly crashed as he pulled my cock out & started to jerk it.
We got near home I turned off the road & up in to the woods.
We leaped out of the car I ran round to the other side my cock waving out in front of me, Toby was out undoing his jeans & his cock pushed out as they fell to the ground.

We pulled together our cocks rubbing together.
“Toby, I’ve missed this so much.”
I dropped down & sucked his cock all the way up to the base we both groaned.
I had forgotten his smell.
Not that I have ever taken drugs, but it was like I had just taken some.
I was on a high from his manly rutting musk.
It didn’t take long before his ball rose & he filled my mouth with his sweet cum, I stood & we exchanged a cum filled kiss.
He sank down & took my cock it was better than I remembered.
I shot quicker than he had & again we swapped a cum kiss.
“Fuck me Toby; it’s been too long without you up me”
As he tried to enter me it was as painful as the first time. As his cock sank in the pain stopped, replaced by the sweet feeling as he fucked me.
Tears ran down my face as he fucked me.

“Chris are you ok? Am I hurting you? Do you want me to stop?”

“No, don’t stop. I am just so happy this feels so right.
I have missed this; I have missed you so much that I can’t put it in to words.”

We switched around sucking & fucking.
We were there for about two hours. We weren’t satisfied but we had to go.

“You took your time, it’s been hours. What took so long?” dad stood in the kitchen making a pot of tea.
“Hi. The train was delayed.” This seemed to satisfy him.
“You must be Toby? I am Dave.”
“Hello sir. Yes I’m Toby”
“Call me Dave. Chris has told me almost nothing about you. Just like him he doesn’t show emotion or talk too or about people.”

We sat & talked for a long time, I couldn’t wait to get Toby alone again.
“Come on Toby we are going to the pub.”
“Miracles will never cease. Toby you must come more often. He never goes out he sits upstairs on that computer thing. You make him almost normal.”

We sat in the corner of the pub out of ear shot of every one.
“Chris I have some thing to tell you. Mum & dad know about us.”
“How, Did you tell them?”
“My little sister, She heard me talking dirty to you & told mum.”
“What Happened?”
“Mum& dad called me down & wanted to know what it was that my sister had heard. So I had to tell them about us, I didn’t give names. Just that I am gay & in love with a guy I met when I was working away.
This brought on lots of crying on both sides. They wanted to know your name, but I didn’t tell them. They even phoned Mark to see if he knew, but he said nothing.”

“Did they throw you out, Is that why you are here?”
“No they are just confused. They didn’t chuck me out; I just had to get away from all the questions & crying.
They can’t understand how I can love another man.”

“I don’t mind how long you stay; it can be forever as far as I am concerned. But we will have to be careful dad won’t take it well if he finds out.
If someone comes on the TV that is or looks as if they are gay he turns it over.”

We made our way home with our arms round each other.

Toby stayed for three days. He helped on the farm & we had sex every moment that we could.
On that third night he had a call from home, his parents wanted him home to sort things out.
He agreed that he would go home next day to sort thins out.
I needed to hold on to him as long as I could before he left.
We made the decision that he would come to my room when dad went to bed.
We had been careful & not done anything in the house. But this was his last night.

Toby came in & got in next to me, we didn’t have sex we just held each other, kissed & touched each others bodies & fell asleep, I slept so soundly.
We were woken by shouting.
“WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? GET PUT OF THAT BED & GET DOWN STAIRS. NOW.”

I looked at Toby as dad left the room. “Get your stuff go out of the front door, don’t go out the back he will be in the kitchen. Don’t argue just go.
Wait for me at the top of the drive.”

“I can’t leave you to face this alone”
“Just go, we don’t have time to argue this”

Toby left I had to face dad alone I had never seen him like this he is always so calm.
I entered the kitchen he was pacing up & down he looked wild.
“What the fuck was that? You & him are you.”
He couldn’t bring himself to say the words it disgusted him so much.
“Yeah dad we are in love. I’m gay.”
“You filthy, dirty, pervert, you little faggot. You are no son of mine. It’s a good job your mother isn’t here to see this & IN MY HOUSE, YOU DID THOSE SICK THINGS IN MY HOUSE.”

“Don’t you bring mum in to this, she would have understood?”
I said this in a level tone, I don’t get excited & shout much I just let people rave at me & walk away. Dad is right as far as I don’t show emotion I keep it in as much as I can but I cry when I am on my own, it’s the only release I allow my self. Until I met Toby he gave me the ability to show love.

“JUST GET OUT YOU FREEK, LEAVE & DON’T COME BACK, I DON’T WANT YOUR SICK TYPE UNDER MY ROOF.”

I grabbed my keys & left, there was no point in arguing with him now.

Toby sat at the top of the drive he stood as I drove up.
“Are you ok?”
He held me tight.
“Yeah he’s just letting off steam, he will calm down, I’ll go back later he will come round, he needs to get his head round it. I’ll take you to the station & go back.”
“I can’t leave you like this.”
“Look Toby you need to get home & sort out your family, I’ll sort out mine.”
“Only if you’re sure.”