Christmas break was fast approaching at school, and as people's finals were finished, they collected their things to go home to their families. Jesse's roommate had left a couple days earlier. He missed the company, but the ability to walk around the dorm room naked was not something to be passed up on.

Jesse's last final wasn't for nearly a week so he wasn't exactly preoccupied over the weekend and managed to follow a friend to a psuedo christmas bash in the kitchen of an opposing dorm. The one that invited him was a cute little asian girl who had an unfortunate crush on Jesse, not knowing he was really gay. She didn't push too hard, and she was good company, so he hung out with her anyway. Coming out after a year and a half of college is much harder than it would have been from the beginning, and every day he dug his proverbial ditch deeper.

The party had been exactly what he had been waiting for all semester. He had spent all of his weekends drinking and smoking, and honestly just wanted some good old fashioned dorky fun. Maya (the girl) led Jesse into a room full of strangers crowded around a table snacking on cookies and pouring themselves egg nog (it was hard to completely avoid alcohol).

A once over of the room revealed plenty of good looking guys, but their stances seemed to also give away a painful nerdiness. Ever the extrovert, Jesse introduced himself to everyone as they moved to the floor to start a big game of Cranium. His earlier assumption of nerdiness proved to be exaggerated and the guys and girls were a lot of fun. Especially Ben.

Jesse had missed Ben in his first glance over of the room, but it didn't take him long to pick him out from the crowd. Ben was a dark featured guy with seductively pale green eyes at average height with a swimmer's body nicely smoothed over from a semester of junk food. (Jesse had gotten good at reading features through clothing). Jesse himself was slightly taller than average with short light brown hair and purposely trimmed light stubble framing his dark eyes and eyebrows. He didn't play a sport, but spent enough time at the gym to pretend he did.

Never letting his gaze linger too long, Jesse watched Ben throughout the evening. He never managed to catch him one on one during the game. Despite his enthralling appearance, Jesse had listened in on enough conversations to decide that Ben was a worthwhile guy, but ended up leaving the party without ever formally introducing himself. A great chance missed,He thought to himself as he was leaving, But, who am I kidding? The best ones are always straight.

Jesse spent the first half of winter break at home, and the second half in the Bahamas with his family. It was an uneventful time, and he read lots of books, but at the back of his mind, Ben. He was surprised that he hadn't been able to shake the guy yet. Usually he was much better, unrequited crushes sucked. Various fantasies played out in his head of things he would do to him, or things Ben would do to him. Ben might run into his room and come out to him right there, or Jesse might walk into Ben's and catch him looking at gay porn. It always seemed the first part of the dreams were the sexiest. The ensuing sex was always similar, but Jesse was still an anal virgin and had a lot to learn that online porn wasn't helping that much with.

Sleep deprived and nearly chaffing, Jesse arrived back at school a couple days early to unpack and get in a few parties before classes started up. Once again, his roommate had been gracious enough to allow him a few naked days.

The first night back, Jesse finished putting away his clothes and began to feel thirsty. Realizing that the fridge remained unstocked, he decided to just go drink from the tap in the bathroom before getting dressed for the evening. He walked towards the bathroom, still only in boxers, and upon opening the door was struck with the potent musk of one smell in particular: dick. Now, Jesse wasn't exactly an expert on the subject, but had done his laundry enough and smelled himself enough to know exactly what it was that was delightfullly stinking up the bathroom. Dazed and confused he walked towards the sink to get his well deserved water. Only then did he notice Ben standing there shirtless with track pants on.

The look on Ben's face was priceless. Jesse hadn't actually caught Ben masturbating or doing anything in particular, but it certainly seemed as though he had from the shock on the guy's face. Putting two and two together, Jesse assumed he had just missed the act and cursed himself for unpacking so slowly. His heart pounding from nervousness, he just tilted his head down to drink not knowing what to say.

It was Ben who finally broke the silence, "Do we know each other?"

Jesse couldn't think to respond, awkwardness and heart pounding deafening him to the question.

"Were you at that Christmas party?"

Ben remembered him! "Where we played Cranium? Yea."

"Do you live here?"

Jesse pointed to the mirror to indicate that his room was on the other side. His confidence slowly restoring, he braved himself to ask, "What was your name again?" He obviously knew, but he probably shouldn't have.

"Ben."

Jesse stuck out his hand to initialize a hand shake. "Hi Ben, nice to meet you, I'm Jesse!"

Ben only stared down at his own hand, as if wondering whether it was clean enough or not to shake, "This is sort of awkward, but–"

Jesse ignored the comment and clasped Ben's hand at the opportune moment that he had it raised questioningly, shaking it formally. It was then that Ben began to undress. He just took off his pants as if Jesse wasn't there at all. The whole time they hadn't stopped looking at one another

"You live here?" Jesse asked, barely hearing himself over his heartbeat.

Ben still had boxers on, and was wrapping a towel around himself so as to remove them wihtout becoming fully naked. "Yeah, downstairs." He sputtered, yanking them down beneath the towel. He gathered his clothes and toiletries and went around the corner to the showers, briefly looking back to say, "See ya around." His eyes lingered on Jesse for a second and then he was gone.

Jesse smiled to himself and walked back to his room smelling his hand, Yeah, definitely penis.

This had not been one of the fantasies Jesse had cooked up for himself, he wasn't that creative. He had barely sat down at his computer, still undressed, when there was a knock at his door. He yelled, "It's open" over his shoulder without turning. The door opened and closed without the visitor announcing themself. Jesse turned around in his chair out of curiousity to find Ben standing in his towel sans all of his clothes and toiletries. This was getting awkward. Ben's skin hadn't touched the water, and it's smooth, hairless brilliance teased Jesse as his gaze wandered up and down Ben's taught stomach and chest muscles tracing patterns between the occasional moles.

"This is where you live." Ben stated very matter of factly looking Jesse straight in the eye.

"This is where I live." He didn't know what else to say. Ben kept staring at him and Jesse was stuck in his grey blue eyes.

At this point, they had come to an understanding, but Ben didn't want to speak first, and Jesse didn't think he could speak at all, so he tore himself away from his deep stare and opened up the first internet browser he could find. He pulled up the first gay porn site that came to mind and expanded the window to full screen before pushing his chair back to expose the screen to Ben. Jesse watched as Ben's eyes traced the images on the screen and noticed an expanding bulge push at the towel. Ben walked a little closer and stood next to Jesse's chair before stopping and turning away from the screen to look at Jesse, "You're gay," he whispered.

It was funny to hear someone say what was so obvious with such authority for the first time in his life. Jesse had never been able to put to words that exact sentiment in front of anyone, but Ben had just blurted it out completely seriously.

Jesse stood up from his chair and came face to face with Ben. He could feel Ben's breath on his lips as he reached his left arm around to the small of his back pulling him in, and his right arm behind the back of Ben's neck to pull his head in. Jesse began to close the remaining distance, but refused to go all the way. Ben's eyes suddenly shone with a hungry passion and he quickly mimicked Jesse's arm positioning and brought their faces together forcefully. It was better than Jesse had ever imagined. Ben's kiss was so much more forceful in such a good way than any girl had ever been before, his stubble scratching at Jesse's face only enhanced the experience. Their tongues probed each others mouths, trying to massage the other as sensually as possible while Jesse alternately delved deeper or pulled back to chew lightly on Ben's lower lip.

Working a strange dance across the floor, Jesse brought them to his bed without breaking the kiss. Ben lost his towel as he was tossed onto the mattress and Jesse climbed onto him into a stradle before diving down into his neck. Alternately nibbling and sucking, Jesse began to work his was down. He knew what Ben wanted. Ben wanton had been rock hard and pulsating against his leg for the past twenty seconds, and Jesse wanted only to release the demons from it.

As he passed Ben's belly button he stuck his tongue in for a brief second, which only served to stimulate him further as his stomach muscles tightened and relaxed and his cock swung up in search of pressure.

Finally at his destination, Jesse grabbed Ben's massive 8 inch tool and massaged it slowly up and down applying pressure on the upstroke. Ben pushed himself up with one arm and into a seated position to watch. Jesse looked up and lost himself once more in Ben's eyes. The heated passion had been replaced by a more innocent fear that told Jesse everything he needed to know. This was Ben's first time too, and he was gonna make it awesome.

He lowered his head onto the pulsing phallis and took half of it into his mouth. Ben moaned and Jesse glanced up to see the burning passion in his eyes once more. As if it was contagious, he doubled his efforts and began to push the cock back into his throat. At first the feeling was awkward, but he relaxed and managed to bury the entire penis back there, his nose in Ben's pubes, wafting the smell that had initiated the entire encounter.

Working his throat muslces and bobbing his head up in down in increasing momentum, Jesse quickly brought Ben to climax. Determined to swallow everything he dined on Ben's salty reward, which turned out to taste much better than he had assumed. Ben fell back from his seated position breathing heavily. Spent himself, Jesse rested his head on Ben's inner thigh with his legs curled up at the bottom of the bed. Suddenly, Ben sat up and reached under Jesse's arms, pulling him up towards him. He then leaned back, pulling Jesse back with him into spooning position; Jesse as little, Ben as big.

"Now tell me honestly." Jesse said, "How was that?"

"Honestly?"

"Honestly."

"Well...honestly...I've been waiting to get you alone since Maya brought you to the party. I had no idea you lived in this dorm. I came up to this floor to jack off so no one would recognize me, and lo' and behold the guy I just creamed myself over in the bathroom walks in almost naked. Honestly...that was the best fucking blowjob I've ever gotten, and I'm gonna return the favor after a little nap."

Jesse yawned, tired himself, "We've got a lot to talk about..."