Erin Dennis

100% fiction!

It all began in eighth grade.... Josh falling inlove with my friend Erin.

Josh was going to school at Edgemont for his second year and he'd made lots of new friends despite arriving to the small town he lived in only a year previously. He lived in Edgewood, WA. Josh wasn't exactly tall or muscular, afterall he was just an eighth grader at the time, He had chocolate brown skin being mexican, dark black hair, and brown eyes, He was 18, 5"6 and weighed about 130 lbs. He didn't really know what was going on with himself. This year back at school seemed different. Something about how he felt towards his friend Erin. Erin Dennis Barber. He was tall kid for his age at about 5"9 muscular kind of and a nice bubble ass you just wanted to eat. He had blondish brown curly hair that wasn't too long and green eyes you'd fall in love with. Erin was the rich kid of the school, he had money and everybody knew it, he was still a normal kid, he'd met Josh the previous year and they'd become friends.

Erin was a complete straight jock type kid. He'd made some jokingly gay remarks and actions a lot, especially to Josh. Josh for some reason really felt aroused when he was near Erin or thought of his body. The eighth Grade started slow, meeting each other again and same old same old, In Josh's choir class there was a ninth grader named Forrest, He was tall 5"10 and muscular and had the big black ass and big thick cock, Forrest was half black and half asian, he had smooth skin and was hairless and from the boners he'd popped when he was around Josh in choir were big. Josh didn't know really what he was feeling but the more Forrest hit on Josh the more he liked the idea of slipping his hands down Forrest's basketball shorts and grabbing onto his large black dick. But he was just to afraid to do anything. After all year of Forrest giving hints here and there and smacking his ass ocasionally Josh knew he was bi or gay. He wanted Forrest, but what was more demanding was the need to get to know Erin better. They'd been good friends all year and when they hung out Josh felt a special bond Between the two of them and knew he wanted more than just a friendship from Erin. Eighth grade ended and as far as everyone except Forrest knew Josh was into girls.

Then a few months later when Josh had his friends Kai, Tyler, and Doug over he was screwed. Doug had acted rude and wierd around Josh, he thought it was because one night a year ago Josh had crept a hand down Dougs shorts and gave him a semi hand job at night while Doug was asleep and possibly wasn't really asleep. He didn't know but they left quickly after using the computer that night and a week later Josh saw it on Erin's Myspace. A comment from his friend saying that Josh was gay, that he had gay porn on his laptop and Erin didn't seem too shocked by the news and his reply to his friend was "whatever it's his business and his life." Josh thought he was in the clear with Erin but every attempt he made to talk to his friend went ignored and Josh knew that his secret was out and the first guy he fell for was afraid to talk to him.

By the end of summer ninth grade came around and Josh hadn't told anybody about his secret but all the guys at school talked about him being gay and had avoided him like he had the plague or something of the sort. He felt sad that it had to come out this way and tihs early in his life, he missed Erin and slowly realized that the guy he liked was an ass. He saw Erin and noticed that he'd gotten even Hotter than before. He was two inches taller and his ass was looking just as plump as ever with more muscle on it and Josh had changed also, He'd gotten talled being 5"10 now and a little more muscular. Erin didn't talk to Josh as school began and all the guys avoided him as much as possible so he turned to the girls and formed friendships with them instead.

As the year passed on and March neared Josh knew that Erin was long gone and that he wouldn't have a chance to do anything ever and he wanted so badly just to talk to Erin and tell him everything and ask his friend why he avoided him just because he liked guys. Josh had admit to himself that he was gay and that he needed to talk to Erin. He told his closest friends and they accepted him, the goal was to talk to Erin. The next day he buily up the courage and got Erin's cell phone number and texted Him saying "hey erin what's up?". his response was a quick and short "who is this?". He replied by saying "it's Josh, i wanted to talk to you please Erin." He didn't get a response. He waited a few hours hoping for something. Then at aroudn 5 p.m he texted Erin again. The message said "Erin i don't know what i did, but i don't know why you won't talk to me or even want to be friends with me, i didn't do anythign wrong and i miss talking to you."

He waited and didn't get a reply.....

Then finally at around nine he got a text and looked to see who it was and there the name was... Erin. he'd texted him back saying "you didn't do anythign wrong i just don't want a girlfriend..." Confused he texted Erin back asking him what he meant and Erin just told him that he didn't want a relationship. Slowly realizing what was going on He texted Erin letting him know again it was him, Josh. Erin responded quickly saying "oh shit man, sorry i thought you were lexi. Haha". He felt empty inside and just replied to Erin, "yeah, no its just me... Josh.." Erin texted him back and just said"hey whats up dude." Josh was hurting to say it all but knew he just couldn't, before he could type anymore Erin texted him wondering if he could as him a question and Josh said yes. The next message was "dude i gotta know are you gay? I really don't care if you are, seriously i just gotta know." He wasted no time in telling Erin, "yeah i am." and Erin texted him back letting him know he accepted it. Josh was still unhappy how they'd stop talking and asked Erin if they could be friends again and Erin said of course. He was a little happier knowing the guy he loved wasn't disgusted by him being gay. They said their good nights to eachother and went to bed. The next few days were strange with Josh texting Erin to talk and not getting responses from Erin til late at night always around 10:30. He was fed up with it and one night asked Erin why he'd only text him late and Erin apologized and starting replying early.

Then the texts stopped. Erin had stopped texting him back and Josh was worried. Sad. He then decided that Erin had lied. He promised they'd be friends and that he didn't care at all that Josh was gay, and it hurt him a lot, he felt so hurt that Erin had shut him out again. He then sent Erin a message and told him everything. The love he had for him and the attraction he had to him. Erin didn't talk to Josh again.

Then one day after Josh Tried knowing he wouldn't get a reply to text erin just saying hey. To his complete reply he got a text back right away saying hey dude. Taken aback he texted Erin back asking if he knew who this was and erin told him "yeah it's Josh Sanchez." He was dumbfounded that Erin had texted him back and then asked why he wouldn't talk to him sooner and Erin said he was freaked out by what had happened and felt weird talking to a guy who liked him and wanted him. Josh was sad and told Erin "Do you want to be friends or not Erin please tell me, it's killing me." His response was fast "i don't now. because you like me and it's just weird to me." Those word hurt and Josh knew there was no More Erin in his life. He stopped talking to Erin and even though he was in love with Erin he started to hate Erin for what he'd done and treated him like. Ninth grade was over and Now it was summer. He was happy because now it was time for HIgh school and he hoped he wouldn't have to talk to or see Erin....