Evan's Journey

I sat in the cafe peering out the window.
how could this all happen like this... why's it have to be so hard...
i looked at my white screen on my macbook and saw i had no emails. my blackberry vibrated.

NEW TXT FROM JAKE...

i touched the screen and the text went away. I didn't want this for me. the barista came and brought me my latte, a weak smile parted my creme colored face as i thanked her. I had always had to feign smiles, i'd never been able to come out to anyone with the secret i'd been hiding for four years, since i was boy... I knew i was.... no i couldn't be I sat in the cafe simply dressed in a purple hoodie, with dark stylish jeans and red vans on. I wasn't bad looking; 5'10, lean hairless body, longish brown blonde hair, crystal blue eyes. I flipped my straight hair to the side of my face and picked up my blackberry. the large screen still showed the new txt... I opened it... it read;

Hey bro, ya gotta come over. i wanna talk to you about what went down..

i closed the text and sipped my latte. i relaxed my head back as i stared out the window watching people walk by downtown. i always came to this cafe to get away. it was peaceful and i felt fine here. I decided to finish my coffee and pack up my macbook. I got up and was walking out the cafe when someone bumped into and my macbook bag fell to the floor. I dropped down and picked it up and to my surprise the guy who'd knocked it out of my hands was bent down to help. I looked at his face as he apologized and was surprised to the beauty of the guy. his face was soft and pale, but amazingly beautiful.

he had short messy black hair and piercing green eyes.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to!"
He aid as he looked at me frantically. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing was coming out.
"Oh.. uhmm.. it's fine." i said in a daze. we both got up and looked at each other still.

"If anything is wrong with your laptop i'll pay for it!" he offered to me.

"no! it's perfectly fine. i've dropped the damn thing a million times" i said laughing.

he smiled and laughed "my name's Tom, by the way!" he told me and offered his hand. I took it and felt comfortable around a guy for the first time in a while, "it's great to meet you, my names Evan" i told him. and i meant it. "Hey do you want a cup of coffee?" tom asked me. "yeah sure, sounds amazing" i absentmindedly said to him. tom and i sat down after ordering our coffee's and looked around avoiding eye contact. "so. how old are you?" tom asked me looking right at me with his soft green eyes. "oh. i'm seventeen. just turned last month actually" i explained. he made me feel so awkward and happy at the same time. "so young." he said smiling. i blushed at him and looked away awkwardly. <i>god i hope he's gay</i>. it was the first time i'd thought those words and i felt fine about it. he just made me feel like it was fine to be myself, my real self.

"why do you say that?" i said smirking at him. "because i'm 21" he said looking at me smiling. i leaned on the table and looked at him. "so tom, what're yo doing here?" i asked him smiling. i felt like a school gir the way i was drawn to him. my phone vibrated again and i looked won at the screen, it was jake again.... "is that your mommy evan?" i heard tom tease. i didn't want to see jake... but i knew that i had to sooner or later.. "uhm. yeah i'll call her back though" i lied to tom and silenced my cell. He continued to stare at me and just observe me silently. i didn't know what to say to him. "hey so i gotta go but i wanna do this again" he told me and got up. i got up and looked at him. "oh--that--sounds great" i told him smiling. we exchanged numbers quickly and he smiled at me once again and then left the cafe, i was smling still in a daze amazed at how this guy had me head over heels so quick.

i left and got in my car. i was heading towards jakes house. i didn't know why. after what went down there... <i>jake... i love you...

what! what the hell do you mean evan?!

i mean i love you jake--i have---i mean it--

hey evan, i'm NOT a faggot. so just take it somewhere else. i'm not gonna say some gay shit like i love you, cuz i'm not a fucking faggot.'

jake--i--i thought you were my bestfr--

YEAH. BUT I'M NOT A GODDAMN FAG EVAN. I'M NOT INTO THAT SHIT OKAY?!

i remembered it so clearly like it was playing over and over in my mind. i just didn't know why he acted that way and why he won't accept me... i parked my car on the side of the street and made my way to his building. i walked into the lobby and absentmindedly got in the elevator after keying in the code to his parents penthouse, and headed up in the elevator to see jake. the elevator doors parted and i was at the door to his family's penthouse. it was so high up, it always scared me since we were just kids looking out the windows being this high up. i felt my breaths become short as i got closer to his front door.

i knocked quietly, i waited a few minutes and fidgited with my hair, moving it out of my eyes and i played with my hoodies zipper. i looked at my phone. it was barely four thirty, the sun was still outside shielded by clouds. it was still cold, then the door opened and it was jake, he looked at me with his soft brown eyes. they were so deep i just got lost in them, i think thats what i loved most about jake physically. he opened the door and let me in wihtout a word. i followed him through his family room towards his room. his house was always imaculate. two story penthouse, large open windows, modern. it had always been like this. we went up the aluminum spiral staircase in the center of his house and towards his bedroom. i got in and closed the door, and then finally he spoke;

"Evan.... I'm sorry for what happened man-- you're my bestfriend and i'm always gonna be here no matter what."

"i just didn't know how to handle what you told me and i got scared and reacted bad dude"

"but i know you're my best friend and i don't want that to change. imma be here to help you out. i don't care if you're gay dude. you're still evan to me"

i was stunned by what i heard from jake, he wasn't the guy who apologized really. but i guess he was truly my best friend. i was so happy. i just stared at him. his brown hair was still wet, i guess he just got out of the shower and his tanned skin was so soft looking. his lips full....

i just wanted to kiss him. and i did, i leant in and my lips touched his full lips and he didn't hit me. he let me kiss him! i was kissing jake. finally. i kissed him harder and he let me, he fell back as i snuck my tongue into his mouth and explored the new territory. his mouth was perfect even. then his tongue massaged mine as they met and we shared our kiss. his hands were on my back and he moved them up and down my back as he moved down my back and grabbed my ass. a guttural moan escaped my lips as he massaged my ass. i moved to take off his shirt and our eyes locked. he had a hunger in his soft brown eyes that i hadn't seen before and i was ready to feed it. i lifted his shirt off and revealed his smooth, hard body. he was toned and he had a small treasure trail. i looked him in the eyes to see if it was he really wanted and jake spoke for the first time since we started.

"go for it. i want you. and i want you to want me."

that was all i needed to go. i kissed him full on again and bit his lip playfully. i moved my head down his abdomen and began to make circles around jakes cute belly button. i slurped and sucked. i moved lower and got to his belt and jeans. i unbuckled him and then pulled his jeans down and threw them aside. before i could do anything else jake stopped me and ripped off my hoodie and shirt. he looked at my body and then started to suck on my nipples causing me to moan. i was so into him. i just wanted to be with jake.

he took my jeans off and threw me flat down on his bed. it was so soft, i smelt the fresh white sheets and it smelled clean, and like jake. he smelled so amazing to me. i couldn't describe it, but it was perfect for him in some way. jake positioned himself on top of me and started to kiss me passionately. i still could not believe it.
<i>he wanted me too...?</i>

i was so happy and confused though. jake licked slowly down my body and got to my boxers and slowly took them off. i felt his hot breath on my cock as it began to harden instantly. he licked my head of my dick and sniffed my almost nonexistent blonde pubes.

he then took the head of my dick into his mouth and started to suck it. i moaned loudly as his tongue hit all the right pleasure spots on my dick. i grabbed his head as he took more of my dick into his mouth. he came off of my cock and looked down at me again, his eyes were still hungry. my dick was hard, all eight inches were erect.
jake flipped me over and had me on all fours. i was nervous. i knew what he wanted... i wanted it too but i was so nervous. jake surprised me when i felt his hot breath on my hole instead. then his long tongue was lapping flatly across my hole. i felt something extra cold, i then realized jake had a tongue ring. it fetl so good. i couldn't stop moaning.

"oh god. jakeeeee. don't stop... please. EAT MY ASS. IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD!" i moaned at him.

with newfound vigor, he ate my ass more intently. i was so engulfed with immense pleasure from what he was doing to me. i thrust my head and my toes curled as his tongue started to penetrate my virgin hairless hole. i moaned as loud as possible. i was happy his parents were almost never home anymore. i felt jakes hot breath on my and heard him panting too.
the next thing i knew he stopped, i felt empty. i wanted him to keep going. i looked at him and he was rubbing his hard dick threw his boxers. i'd never seen jakes cock. and thank god. i was about to. i wanted it. i felt the hunger for it.
i leapt on him and straddled him as i lowered his boxers and revealed his nine inch cock. it was beautiful. i immediately stuffed it in my mouth and to my surprise i deepthroated the entire thing. i savoured the flavor of it, and tried to mimic what he'd done, but with my own special things i'd read about. i sucked his cock deep down my throat til my nose was buried in his silky brown pubes. my tongue danced around his cock at the same time which cause jake to scream in ecstasy as he thrust and contorted from the pleasure i was causing him.

"hold on evan" jake said panting to me. we were both covered in sweat and it felt amazing.

"are you okay?" i asked jake

"yeah i just want to fuck your ass." was his reply and then he flipped me over again and started to lick my hole once again.

"HOLY FUCK!" i moaned to him as i felt the pleasure again.

holy shit. he's so goddamn good at this. i thought to myself.

then i felt his breath leave my ass again and this time it was replaced by a finger. my ass automatically tightened and i felt him push his finger in my ass slowly. i moaned as he stuck his long middle finger in my tight hole. my whole body shivered and i felt like i would collapse from the immense pleasure he gave me. i almost came.
then jake took his finger out of my ass. he got a condom and slipped it on and started to pump his cock a few times. then i felt it. he placed the head of his nine inch cock at my hole. i was afraid. but i wanted this.

he looked at me as if asking if i was ready.

i looked back at him and nodded. i wanted him in me.

then jake started to push his cock in my ass. i moaned at the pain and pleasure mixed. i felt like i was being torn in two. he pushed halfway in. and stopped. i was in pain but i looked at him

"DON'T STOP. KEEP FUCKING GOING. ALL THE GODDAMN WAY IN" the words came blurted out of my mouth before i could do anything.

and jake obliged. he shoved the last few inches in me. it knocked my breath out of me. and i gasped and screamed in pain and crazy sex ecstasy. jake relaxed and kept his cock in me. after a few seconds i felt right. it didn't hurt anymore. then he placed his hands on my shoulders and held me as he started to thrust deeper in me.

"ohhhh godddddd. evan you're so tight. FUCK. its fucking amazing." jake moaned as he picked up the pace. i looked behind me up at jake and was immediately turned on by the look of him. he was glistening with sweat and panting as he fucked my ass. his abs contracted with every thrust. i wanted to blow my load right there and then.

then jake flipped me over and took his cock out of me.

"you're all mine now evan. and i'm gonna fuck your shit up" he stated hornily.

i'd never heard jake talk like this. but it got me hard and horny the way he talked dirty to me.

i moaned yet again as i felt jake thrust his cock back in me while i was on my back. he placed one leg on his shoulders and had me doing sideways splits as he drilled me. i couldn't stop moaning as he hit my prostate continuously. he started fucking harder and harder. and his breaths came shorter. from what i knew he was close to nutting.

i moaned as loud as possible as he hit my prostate again and my dick exploded upwards and some jizz landed on his chest and the rest fell down and shot up my chest, face, and landed in my abs. it was the most intense orgasm i'd ever had.

as my ass tightened from the orgasm, my ass squeezed onto jakes cock and he couldn't hold any longer and he exploded in me. he kept fucking for a few minutes then stopped and pulled the condom off. i looked at his cock and absentmindedly grabbed his dick and licked it clean of his cum. i looked up at him and told him

"jake you just made me so fucking happy. that was the best."

jake smiled at me with his perfect white teeth. and kissed me

"i'm glad you liked it. cuz i sure did! that was hotter than the girls i've fucked!" jake told me.

i felt a little used hearing him say that... i looked at him and he noticed something was wrong.

"evan don't worry. i'm not some kind of player. they were all my old girls, you should know that dude!" he assured me.

i felt better hearing that. i knew jake wasn't a bad guy. i thought of the scene here. two teenage boys, sweat covered, cum everywhere, sheets everywhere, and the strong smell of sex. ha. it must look strange that i was here in bed with jake. i still didn't know how to feel about it. but i think i was happy with him. i felt right. but i thought about tom still.... he was someone special.

"what's on your mind E?" jake asked. he used my nickname. i always liked the way jake said one simple vowel. he made something about it just so special.

"nothing. just thinking" i replied and kissed jake. the kisses made me feel like electricity was running through my body. i was at peace with jake here.

"alright man, well lets take a shower ya kno?" he stated. we got out of bed and took a warm shower together. i looked at the clock. we fucked for an hour. i couldn't believe it was that long. it was already almost six. we showered, helping one another out. and jake found my hole again and started to tease me by fingering my ass. i moaned at the feeling and my dick went hard again. jake took notice of this and got on his knees and took my dick into his mouth as he finger fucked me. i started to thrust and looked down at the hot sight of my dick disappearing inside of jake's hot mouth.

"ahhh. ahhhh. uhhhh .uhhhh. ohhhh. shiiiittt!" were the only words i could muster. i felt so amazing shoving my dick down jakes throat and to my utter surprise he took all eight inched of my cock down his throat to the back. he fingered my hole at the same time and massaged my prostate. i couldn't hold it any longer and i shot five spurts of jizz down his throat. he didn't waste any of it and swallowed it all. he licked my pole as he took his mouth off causing me to shiver. and then came up and kissed me sharing my cum. i explored his mouth again with my tongue.

"wow. thanks babe. that was hot shit jake!" i said laughing and smiling.

"no problem. i liked it just as much!" he said and slapped my ass playfully. i washed him off and started to jack him off. he got hard all the way and i took his cock and worked it with my hand slowly while i used my other hand to massage his balls. i then took my hand opened his hot meaty ass. it was perfect. he had a beautiful bubble butt i'd always wanted to fuck. i took a finger and slipped it in his ass. jake moaned and his body tensed at the new feeling. i worked his dick as my finger moved around his ass. he started to thrust into my hand and he turned around and kissed me as i worked his ass and cock. after a few seconds i stuck a second finger and shoved it in fast and started to finger fuck him while i jacked his cock off. he started to tense again. and i felt his ass muscles tighten as he jizzed all over the glass shower door and some jizz got on my hand i licked it off and shared it with him. he smiled at me.

"WOW! not THAT was amazing evan. FUCK!" he told me and kissed me deeply. we finished our shower and got dressed. i borrowed some sweats, a shirt, and a school sweatshirt. i didn't want any underwear so i went commando, i guess it turned on jake because he looked at me hotly and smirked when i didn't put boxers on. i waited as he got dressed. i admired his toned body as he walked. his ass moved side to side in perfect harmony. he put on tight fitting boxer-briefs and then basketball shorts. he just threw on a sweatshirt. and then walked over to me and kissed me. i loved looking at jake. and he was exactly what i wanted in a boy. i realized that it could work out and that life would be easier with him....

*please leave some feedback?
i'm going to continue it later. with the same story line. and bring tom into the story.
any suggestions? :]