My glory years were the late sixties and early seventies. After
graduating from high school, I went to work full-time at my dad's
service station.
My mom took off with some guy
when I was ten. The Old Man had worked his ass off to finish
raising me and had managed to build a successful business in the
process. I knew he wanted me to follow in his footsteps and,
eventually, take up his trade. I can remember when I was a
little kid, Dad coming home from work completely exhausted, reeking
of sweat, grease and gasoline. I hated that odor then, and I
hate it still. But now that same revolting stench was seeping
into my blood, and I was desperate to cleanse myself of the whole
miserable mess.
Understand, I love and respect
my Dad. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt him. Lord
knows, he'd had enough pain in his life. His work was
honorable and he was good at it. But his dreams were not mine.
We were as close as any father and son, but we never seemed to
manage to have much in common. Dad was oil and I was water, no
pun intended. My sights were clearly focused on other
horizons. Horizons he didn't completely
understand.
There were things about me,
feelings and desires, dreams and fantasies that even my Dad, the
person who knew and understood me better than anyone, didn't know
about. No one knew. It was my secret. My personal
Jekyll and Hyde.
It wasn't until one lazy,
mid-July afternoon that, for the first time, I let my guard down.
Lee was two years older than me but retained a very youthful,
somewhat boyish appearance. He had only worked for my Dad a
short time, but was one of the hottest guys I had ever seen.
As a matter of fact, the only gratification I received from
working at the gas station was being near Lee.
Lee had just finished his shift and was in the rest room cleaning up
before leaving work. He had striped down to his underwear and
was leaning over the grime covered sink splashing cool water onto
his face when I opened the door. The sight of him both
embarrassed and thrilled me. I'd discovered long ago, about
the same time I fully began to comprehend labels like homosexual,
fag , queer and gay, that I enjoyed seeing other guys naked. I
more than enjoyed seeing them, I wanted to reach out and touch them.
Even though I had found myself constantly thinking about
having sex with other men, I had never actually done
it.
It was getting more and more difficult for
me not to act on my sexual impulses. I was up to jacking off
two or three times a day in a futile attempt to keep my lust for
male flesh in check. When I saw Lee standing there nearly
naked, I froze. I didn't know what to say, or do. It was
like a vision from one of my dreams.
Lee stood
up wiping his face with a paper towel. I was so taken with the
sight of him, I just stood there with the door wide open, gawking at
him like some love sick pup.
"You need
something?" Asked Lee, wiping the damp paper towel under his
armpits.
It was difficult to speak. "I
have to take a piss," I finally managed to say.
"Do what you gotta do," said Lee. "Just do me a favor and
close the fucking door before we have to start charging
admission."
I felt like a complete fool as I
closed the door behind me and stepped around him. I'd always
been a little on the shy side so I was understandably hesitant to
expose myself to Lee. "I thought you said you had to take a
leak," he said, as he continued to wash his magnificent
body.
"Yeah, I do," I mumbled, trying to clear
my mind of the erotic thoughts which were devouring my willpower.
I felt very strange inside. My lust made the simple task
of taking a leak very awkward. I came very close to
apologizing for my intrusion upon his privacy and walking out.
But I had to piss real bad. It wouldn't wait for Lee to
finish. I stepped up to the toilet, unzipped my jeans and
pulled out my cock.
I had always suspected by
the way his manhood filled out the crotch of his jeans that Lee
possessed a sizable dick. As my bladder drained, my eyes
discreetly wandered onto the bulging basket of his Jockey shorts and
I realized, in earnest, just how correct my suspicions had been.
His manly flesh was packed tightly in the crotch of his
underwear, creating an enormous, revealing bulge. I caught Lee
glancing down at my cock as the constant flow of pee spurting from
it created a stagnant nest of bubbles over the surface of the water
filling the toilet. His curiosity was brief but enough to
excite me. By the time I'd finished relieving myself, my cock
had stiffened into a rather conspicuous hardon.
I was embarrassed by my lack of control and worried about what Lee
might think if he noticed. I attempted, as best I could, to
conceal my untimely affliction with my hand. Lee looked down
at my cock again. This time he was not the least bit cautious
about it. He stood there staring at my wagging boner.
"Nice cock," he said. His words of flattery eased my
mind and added greatly to my excitement. The urgency I'd felt
to conceal my throbbing cock suddenly faded into oblivion. I
was content to stand there and allow Lee to admire my prick as it
bobbed up and down stiffly.
I was somehow
intrigued by Lee's compliment. He had seemed quite sincere.
No one had ever said anything like that to me before.
Probably for the first time in my life, I felt truly content
with the size of my manhood. My cock was only six inches long
when it was fully hard, and it's smooth shaft was quite slender.
I'd always considered its size disappointing. I was
somehow gratified to know that Lee didn't share my
sentiments.
"You really think so?" I
asked.
"What?" said Lee, having turned his
attention back to his smudged reflection in the mirror hanging above
the sink.
"You know? What you said.
That I have a nice cock. You really think
so?"
"I wouldn't have said it if I didn't think
so." His full, firm lips had come together and turned into a
mischievous sort of grin. Lee's wavy blond hair hung beyond
his shoulders. My dad called him a hippie. But Lee
wasn't a hippie, he was just a very laid back product of a new era.
He was the coolest, hippest, most attractive guy I'd ever met,
and I wanted him more than I'd ever wanted any other
man.
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