It was a diwali night, lanterns and crackers made the night bright; everyone was thrilled as one of the most joyous celebrations of year took over the small town of Roha. Doctor Shantanu was sitting in the front office of his sanatorium, brooding over the latest issue of psychology journal. Shanty had learned over time to keep himself busy, he had dedicated his life to his patients and it seemed like everything had taken a backseat in his life. But life seemed to have left him 5 years back!

He closed his eyes as the five years passed by in his memories, the years where he lost himself to his life, the life where he was alone, no friends, no family none to call his own, he touched his temple the familiar headache was making reappearance. He opened eyes, then one of the drawers on study table, tore out an aspirin and gulped it down with sip of water. He was alone in the sanatorium today, all his staff was out celebrating Diwali as he sat secluded in his escapade from outer world - world where he was alone and unwanted!

He closed the journal in front of him; and leaned on chair. His staff loved him at least that’s what they preferred to show him but he wasn’t unaware of the grapevines that prevailed. Shanty’s sexual life had been a rich subject for juicy gossips; it’d been five years now since he was unable to get near anyone. He remembered how just after an year in Roha he had allowed himself closer to one of the nurses thinking it’s been a long time, but when she got down on her knees it was an utter embarrassment for both of them. The second time was three months later when one of his interns had tried to entice her to him, it was a fiasco!

Then Shambhu the ward boy tried his tricks on Shanty after he learnt of Shanty’s women encounter failures. Shanty remembered his high school days when he enjoyed his lunch breaks with Karan, his so called best friend, in the men’s loo where Karan would blow Shanty’s mind playing skin flute. He had thought at least Shambhu would be able to get his libido back, but in vain. After Shambhu, Shanty stopped trying; he knew Shweta had taken more than his life, his manhood!

He had immersed himself in his profession, he was known for best publications world-wide, he was just back from world psychiatric symposium in Canada. He was a very successful psychiatrist today, worlds best hospitals were asking him to join in, but he was running away. He felt safe in his hole, his sanatorium, he started five years ago. It was a small place out of city, in the suburbs a small town Roha, where hardly anyone knew him. He had two interns, four nurses and four ward boys to help him. He heard commotion at the gates, reluctantly he got up knowing he was alone to attend, how he wished he wouldn’t have given leave to all of them at the same time!

He walked to the foyer as he saw three-four men almost dragging someone out of car; Shanty reached the car. He saw that the boy was in and had certain blankness in his looks, noticing Shanty, one of the fellows turned to him “Doctorsaab, this fellow was roaming around naked on the streets; abusing everyone. Local people got together and were about to hit him, we rescued him and got him to your place, will you take him?” Shanty recognised them from the local Temple Charity Trust.

Listening to them Shanty noticed that the boy was naked and sat in the car quiet but staring point blank. Shanty turned to fellows “Yes, will you please allow me to talk to him”. They moved aside as he went inside the car and spoke with the fellow who didn’t seem to understand a single word, he was in some trance but came out with him. As he was taking the boy he asked the people if they knew anything like his name or whereabouts, they replied negatively. Shanty took the boy and told those people they may leave, he will call them if need be, they nodded and left.

He got the boy inside office, as they came to light he saw the boy was in his early twenties, he looked completely distraught, his head was filled with dirt; face and body looked shabby, looking at his privates it looked like he might have pissed or may be ejaculated on himself. Shanty now cursed himself for giving leave to his staff and vowed that next time he will keep at least one ward boy and a nurse back.

He locked the door to his office and so to the building, and took the boy to the checking room. He looked for any signs of aggressiveness; boy looked distraught, in some trance. Shanty checked his pulse and heartbeats and carried out drugs test and found the result negative, he wasn’t on ecstasy. Shanty carried out few more primary tests before he took his jacket off to wear an apron before placing the boy in a bath tub. He got hold of shower handle and pointing it at the boy he started the shower. There seem to be garden flowing out - weeds, sticks, dried leaves and mud. When the water running seem to get a bit clear, he turned off the faucet and took the shampoo applying generous amount of shampoo on boys head. Leaving the Shampoo on head he now scrubbed his body with soap. He started the shower again, and poured the water over the boys head.

Shanty could not believe his eyes, the boy was nothing like what had been a minute back, this was the most beautiful boy he had ever seen, long black curly hair all over his face, round black eyes filled with innocence of a toddler, straight pointed nose and sharp chin he looked like a poster boy. He had nice broad shoulder, well shaped chest, flat abdomen and long slim legs, the boy was well endowed. Shanty liked what he was seeing. He turned him around and now scrubbed his back and round bubble butts for dirt when he noticed scars, scratches and bruises, he cautiously spread his butt cheeks and noticed swollen anus. He gently cleaned the area turned him once again and while soaping his privates he noticed bruises on his shaft. The pubes made it difficult to see any form of violation on his balls, but he saw perineum was bruised at several places. He decided to trim his pubes to check if he was violated anymore. He took the trimmer and took off all the pubes slowly without hurting the boy. There was scanty body hair giving him better look of his skin. When the pubes were off and water made his skin cleaner Shanty noticed more than just bruises - scars and scratches. He added some savlon in a water bucket and cleaned his bruises and scratches once again.

Close examination near his chest, back and rest of his body revealed many more bruises and scars; the boy was physically abused, may be more than once. The boy was still in trance staring point blank and seemed to have no effect of trimming or bath. Shanty now wiped him with a large towel careful enough not to hurt him and took him back to his checking room. He noted down his blood pressure, did checkups for more bruises or scars and then finally ended it with some STI and HIV tests. Luckily, all the reports were Nil. He dressed the boy in a fresh patient gown and left him on a bed in the ward. Watched over him for a minute to assure he was in bed, he walked to his room in the farther corner of ward.

Assured that boy was physically violated, he called the local police station and informed the officer. Shanty was used to talking with officers considering number of abuse patients he treated in past. He gave all the relevant details and promised to send a photo of boy in morning when the officers would come for regular interrogation before ending the call. He peeled off his cloths which were a bit wet now considering the shower he gave to the Boy. He sighed as he remembered the beautiful body of the boy and innocence in his eyes!
Shanty turned the faucet as his body soaked in warm water, soothing all his twitched muscles. He felt life was getting back in him as he soaped his body. He turned the faucet off pulled on his towel dried himself and walked out putting on his bath robe. As he came out he heard footsteps near his door, alarmed he opened the door; it was the boy!

His cloths were gone, he was nude again and his eyes were blood red and he looked at Shanty with an unknown rage, he walked past Shanty pushing him in his room. The boy now looked at Shanty and said “Faggot! Come here” Shanty’s brows shot up, Shanty studied the boy now as he had a violent attack. Shanty wanted to see effects, the boy kept on abusing him calling him with dirty names to do dirty things that only the roadside thugs would do or say. Shanty was now leaning on his bed. The boy in a spur jumped near Shanty with new row of abuses asking him to oblige or he will pay for it. Shanty lost his balance and fell on bed.

Now the boy climbed on him and acted as if he was raping Shanty by mocking the to and fro action on his crotch and playing around his chest. He increased his pace as his breath fastened and he climaxed between Shanty and his own body; semen smeared on both as he collapsed on Shanty!

In a jiff after collapsing he went back to his point blank state as his pulse still raced. Shanty quickly moved to check his pulse and blood pressure with the digital equipments in his room. He made notes to later realise he needed to wash the boy and himself. He took the boy to his own shower; he stifled for a minute before he threw his bath robe in the laundry basket.

They were now both naked in the shower as Shanty turned the faucet and let the stream of water wash the thick creamy sticky stuff off the boy’s body, his heart raced fast as he cleaned the groins of boy and his mouth went dry in shower. He pulled his foreskin and washed his glans with warm water as boy kept on staring in blank. He checked his balls and his hands lingered there for some more time.

Ensuring the boy was clean he turned to himself only to notice throbbing boner, he was caught in a hurricane of emotions. Happy to find his manhood back, confused as to what next, embarrassed for getting it while washing his patient, infuriated with self for being unprofessional with patient who was not in senses and on his mercy. Professionalism won, and he washed himself, turned the faucet off and wearing a fresh bath robe he started to clean the boy who seemed indifferent to all this confusion. He dried his hair with affection and guilt slowly turning to body -palpable attraction, guilt, and warmth oozed in his touch.

Shanty was wiping boys back when the boy suddenly turned to look at Shanty, tear rolled off his eyes. Shanty was mesmerised this was first sign of any positive emotion from the boy, Shanty moved forward and hugged the boy, the boy was transfixed and at a standstill again but tears kept on flowing. Shanty was thrilled to see a breakthrough to his treatment and quickly dried them both to take the boy to the bed. As he was thinking the new break way had somehow fired up the lust in him too, he thought if he can use his attraction to cure boy. He had noted that worst sexual experience and lack of love had made the boy what he was now, so he thought love, affection and sex experience filled with love will bring boy back to normal world. Now that his inner lust was coated with medicinal approach, he felt at peace and looked at the boy who was sitting on Shanty’s bed naked, immobile, and transfixed, lust vanished and some not so unknown protective feeling took over, Shanty shuddered!

Shanty, kept his notes in drawer, shut it and moved to the boy. He made the boy lie on his own bed and went to latch the door. Shanty slept next to the boy, engrossed in his thoughts. Years flew by as he saw a very young and naive Shanty, darling of his friends and family. He was laughing his heart out with his pals, they were cracking the most silliest jokes on their pot bellied professor. Slowly, each one bade him bye and it was Shanty, Shweta and Karan the three inseparables. Shweta kissed Shanty on cheek “I better leave you two love birds alone” she winked at Karan; Shanty’s cheek turned darker shade of pink.

Shweta left, Shanty looked up to Karan who was enjoying the blush on Shanty’s face. Shanty and Karan got up and moved towards Shanty’s car. As soon as they were in car, Karan locked his lips with Shanty, Shanty reciprocated back with a strong hug and there kiss became passionate. Karan slowly traced his way down neck and grabbed Shanty’s crouch as Shanty felt an instant hard-on. Karan undid Shanty’s pants without wasting even a minute and started playing the skin flute. Shanty was moaning as Karan who had by now mastered the art of pleasing Shanty slurped and enjoyed taste of Shanty’s love juices.

Shanty moaned his heart out as he emptied his seeds in Karan’s mouth. Shanty was breathing hard as Karan enjoyed the last drops of Shanty’s man juices. Shanty regained his breath, “Karan you are insatiable” Karan licked the last drop off, “If only you knew how great you taste, and how you’ve become my addiction” he licked his lips for any seeds that escaped his mouth. “But it was just an hour back that you sucked me in the library toilet” Shanty faked a complain, he loved his adventures with Karan the best. “Yeah, and I will suck you off again in an hour before I say bye for the day” Karan replied with a wink. Shanty blushed!

Days flew again and Shanty saw his last day of college, Shanty was sad that he had to part ways with his other friends but was glad to know that he, Karan and Shweta were joining same hospital. It was last round of dance and Karan had already sucked Shanty twice in deserted corner of the hotel without anyone noticing them. No one knew about the Karan and Shanty except Shweta who had always saved the suspicion on them by being Shanty’s girlfriend, who she was but before Karan entered his life. Shanty became rock hard thinking of his first and only time with Shweta on back seat of his car. He was filled with guilt the second moment he felt like he was betraying his friend Shweta and so also, Karan. His mind waivered again and he took a deep breath as he saw Shweta, she looked hot in her black evening gown. The swell of her breast looked more than enticing to Shanty!

Shweta felt Shanty’s gaze on her and smiled back. Shanty waved at her next moment she was with him. “You are looking gorgeous tonight” Shanty complimented “Good, beautiful, attractive, hot and now gorgeous, what’s next?” Shweta mischievously listed all the compliments Shanty had given her each that she listed atleast three times since the evening started. Shanty smiled sheepishly and prayed in his mind that such a beautiful girl hope she gets a good guy for her. The prayer escaped him and he felt relaxed to know that though he liked Shweta he was actually praying a good guy for her. The guilt that was killing him now vanished and he started looking for his hot, sexy boyfriend “Did you see Karan?” he asked her.