Louser

There he goes again, talking to her. Smiling so hard, those perfect teeth, like cubed pearls, showing from ear to ear. So happy completely ignoring me. Now he gets up and walks in to his room, so I cant hear him, so he can continue to talk to her on the phone. We were playing a game, or so I thought, then out of the blue he just picks up the phone, dials her number, and yadda yadda yadda. No explanation, no excuse., no thought as to me even existing. I blankly stare at the game, half listening to his conversation, I couldn’t take it any longer when he closed the door, so I just got up, slammed the door behind me and got in my car. I saw the door open back as I pulled out of his driveway, he looked out puzzled, but he knew why I was leaving, and I knew he knew, and he knew I knew he knew. All he could muster was ,

“Wa” as I drove away. About two blocks later my phone rang, I knew who it was even before I saw that it read “Lou”. I didn’t answer I was to upset. There were a few text messages after that, that let me know clearly that he had gotten just as mad as I was sad. Once I got home, I just went straight to bed. I thought about the stuff he said, how much he cared for her, how much he loved her, and how much he felt nothing, none of those things for me like I did him. Then slowly drifting off to sleep.

~Louie and Alyssa, kissing, right in front of me. Louie’s smile is so big, he looks directly at me as he kisses her. His tongue sliding into her mouth as he looks directly into my mind with those perfect eyes…. and then~ I wake up.

Hi, I’m Ares, Ares Neverson. I’m 6 Ft 0, black hair, dark brown eyes, slender (that swimmers build) and foolishly in love. I don’t know why, but I find the boy so fascinating, don’t get me wrong there is nothing wrong with girls I like them to, but there’s just something about a boy I can not get enough of. So who is this boy im head over heels for? Who do I set aside any moment of my day for? Who you ask? Louis Mathew Pilotii. Everything about Lou, every single detail, is knowledge I wish to obtain, even the facts about his girlfriend (just by association, even now the thought of her rolls my eyes to the back of my head) I wish to know. But before we go forward, lets go back, back to how we met.

The Fall of 2007, one year after I finish high school and one year before I start college. I was talking to my former friend. Billy (who happens to be someone we both dislike now, but I put up with his shit cause he has a really nice ass, yes I have shallow points too that I’m not very proud of), we were sitting on his car outside his house when this Italian kid that ive seen somewhere before comes walking up to us. He’s five feet eleven, black hair, black eyes, sorta athletic build (that I later find out is from boxing). Of course my eyebrows shift down, as this “who the fuck is this guy” look appears on my face, though my mind is saying this guy is hot, Billy senses my uneasiness and introduces him ASAP.

“Ares, This is Louis.. Err, Louie” Billy says “Louie, this is Ares” as he points to both of us. I immediately drop my guard and we shake hands and give a greeting, you know that formal stuff. When I touched his hands my mind flashed back to an argument I had with this boy my sophomore year of high school, I wondered…

“Ares, you there?” Billy said as his fingers clicked in front of my face. Then I noticed Lou’s hand still in mine and so I let go.

“Dude what happen?” Billy questioned.

“I don’t know, my mind just froze.” I said.

“Well what ever it was, try not to do it with my hand again, you have a grip like a mofo.” Louie joked. We all laughed as I tried to apologize. We talked for a while then it started to get late, as the sun was setting Billy’s phone rang, it was Jeal (or Jello as we call her his girlfriend). Whatever it was, it was urgent, noticeable as he sprang to life and hopped off his car and then got in and started the engine. As we got off he said,

“Sorry guys, that was Jello, I gotta go, see ya’ll later” Billy said

“It’s cool man, I understand.” I said

“Yea I need to head home anyway.” Louie said as we moved out of the way of the car, Billy peeled out. Then I realized we came here in Billy’s car, and smacked my head with my hand.

“What’s wrong?” Louie asked me.

“Umm, I forgot Billy was my ride” I said.

“So, what’s the problem, I can take you home.” He offered.

“Nah man, I hardly know you and I cant be asking you to take me home I live really far from here, ill just call a cab.”

“Yeah, no, your Billy’s friend so that makes us friends, and I’m not letting my friend waste money on a cab.” He said. I smirked and gestured my shoulders as to say “w/e” we headed to his car that was parked on the other side of the street.

“So, where do you live?” He asked as he blindly unlocked the door to his car looking at me over the roof.

“Um south side past the astrodome.” I said, as I grabbed the handle. Then I saw a look of gloom form on his face, which made me laugh.

“Dude, you serious?” He questioned as he opened then door. unlocked the one on my side and got in.

“Yea. I told you, far.” I said as I opened the door and got in.

“Ugh.” He sighed as he started the car. “So how do you know Billy then? You don’t even live anywhere close to us.” he asked.

“Well, I went to high school out here. I’ve lived all over this city, never in one place longer then 3 and a half years…” I said, as he pulled off.

“Went?” He asked.

“Yea, I graduated from Elisk last year.” I said

“Oh, so how old are you then, thought you were like 16.” He stated

“Yeah I get that a lot, 19” We talked the whole time till we got to my house, I usually fall asleep in any car, but I guess his company, and driving, kept me awake.

“So, this were you live?” He asked after he pulled up in my driveway.

“Yeah, with my cousin, wanna come in?” I asked.

“Nah, I’m sleepy I need to get home” He said a little drowsy

“Yeah I know what you mean,,,” I said ended by a yawn “Opps”

“What?” He asked

“Dude I yawned, now your gonna be fucked up.” I said

“Nah, ill be okay that doesn’t work on…” He said interrupted by a yawn
“Haha” I laughed. “Yeah you need to catch a few winks before you go out, or I might never see you again”

“I guess, fuck man I’m so tired, I was even before I went over to Billy’s” He stated as he turned off the car.

“Yea,” I yawned We got out and headed in, followed by some fumbling of the keys, missing off the keyhole, and staggering through the door.

“You can sleep on the couch for as long as you need, ill get you some cover then I’m out.” I said as I headed to the back to get a spare blanket. I saw my cousin sleep on her bed and in a few minutes I would be the same on mine. I went back to the front, “Here, when your about to leave let me know so I can lock…” I stopped noticing he was already passed out. I went up to him and looked him up and down, he was so cute with his eyes closed and his mouth open. I took off his shoes, and slowly took off his jacket. Then I started to wake up as my hand fell on top of his belt buckle, I thought about unfastening it, among other things, but disappointingly decided against it. I went into my room and just dropped on the bed.

~I saw my hand in Louie’s pants, and my lips on his. We were kissing, I was rubbing his dick. He unbuckled his belt and his pants hit the floor. I kissed his lips again, then his neck, then lifted his shirt and kissed his chest, then his nipples, then his stomach, then I licked his navel and slid my tongue down to his~ Then I woke up, to Louie sitting on the edge of my bed tapping my leg.

“Yo, Ares, ima head home.” He said as he got off my bed (which I wish he hadn’t)

“Alright” I said as I got up sluggishly and followed him to the front door.

“Ill see you tomorrow, err today.” He restated.

“Heh, yeah, way later today.” I said, he walked out and my eyes followed till he got into his car and disappeared down the street. I went back to bed, hoping that I could rediscover the dream I just had about Lou.

*** FYI. I read alot of stories here, which inspired me to write. Until recent events have I been motivated to write and post. I wrote this story a few hours ago, it was easy because most of it is true. If you were looking for more, im sorry for the teasers, I promise it will get better in the following stories to come.

Thanks, Ares