I knew I was gay for long time, I had been fantasising and looking at the men
on the television, never the woman. I felt like a freak, a total and utter freak
of nature. That was until I met Ben, he made me realise that I wasn't something
out of a horror movie waiting around the corner, waiting to gnarl a small boy
with my manhood, making him cry for his mother. Instead I felt like I belonged
somewhere, and that was with Ben.
I'm eighteen now and am basically as horny as they come, a sexually frustrated
teenager who has a crush on his best and only friend. I couldn't believe it, Ben
appeared in most of my fantasises, It was unbelievable how he had turned form my
role-model into something more ... and I hoped he didn't know, I couldn't bare
it if he knew that I fancied him, or even that I thought of him that way. I sigh
to myself, knowing that life is just difficult, I never go out and I don't smoke
or drink, my parents did teach me something, even if it wasn't how to be
straight.
“John!” I hear someone calling my name, the beautiful English pronunciation
hitting my ears, I know its Ben, he never says hey or hi, it's always John.
Sometimes it makes my heart shudder and beat faster, knowing that the person I
wanted was nearby ... was calling for me. Seeing him enter my room sent a shiver
down my spin, he was wearing what I called his pulling outfit, tight light blue
skinny jeans, a blue tank top showing his one tattoo of the milky way, he was
quite a nerd ... a rather hot nerd I always thought. And the one thing that made
me shiver, his black and silver starred silk scarf wrapped around his neck, the
one leg hanging down his barely concealed chest.
“Hey Ben.” I say, voice barely above a whisper as I watch his movements as he
walks to my bed. “What you doing here?” I ask him, still kind of confused as to
why he would be wearing his 'pulling' outfit and not be out their pulling some
bloke. He was like me, a virgin as well yet he knew how to tease a man and get
his ways with him without being breached or shagging the man. I think he only
kisses and gives blow jobs if I'm honest, I have never heard him brag, he just
says what he has done and that is the end of it, we share everything, even when
we masturbate, we share what had happened to make us want to. Some would assume
us to be boyfriends, but we're not.
“I wondered if you wanted to come out to the park with me ...” Ben asked me, I
was rather shocked if I'm honest. In all our years of knowing each other he
hadn't once asked me to go with him to the park, it had always been his other
friends, I was jealous, I can admit that. But now? I was shocked out of my mind.
“I mean you don't have to, I was just wondering you know cause I kinda like you
ya know, like really like you.”
“Uh ...” I couldn't say anything, my mouth was open yet no words seemed to
escape, I figured I looked like a goldfish, mouth hanging and bobbing open,
trying to speak yet unable to get the words out. I clear my throat and try
again. “Uh, yeah I would love to.” I say and give him my best ever smile, the
one I only reserve for times when I am too overjoyed to be able to say much.
Once getting to the park we made our way to the grassy area where the kids tend
to play football and rugby. I like it here at night time, it is always quite and
you get a sense of belonging with the hooting of the owls and the sounds the
trees make as the wind blows through them. I smile and lay down our blanket,
knowing that we were not going to sit down on a rather muddy field and risk our
parents having a go because our clothes need an extra spin in the washing
machine.
“Sit down!” Ben shouted at me, pulling me by the hem of my rather large t-shirt.
I fell into a rather muddy piece of grass, having missed the blanket by at least
3 yards. Pouting I give him the finger, knowing he will only laugh and tell me
not to dirty the blanket. “Get them dirty things off!” He says to me, I blush
yet so as he tells me, slowly removing my dirtied trousers, putting them to the
side of the blanket and putting my coat over my legs, just in case anyone was to
walk by.
“I feel ... exposed.” I say, blushing so hard my face turns pink along with my
neck and arms, I haven't ever been this naked in public, I had been brought up
to never walk around half dressed in a public area. But I swear Ben is changing
me, and I assume it is for the better. I can see Ben blushing slightly and I
know something is going on inside his head, I am nervous yet excited at the same
time. Part of me wonders whether it's the chance I've been waiting for or
whether he is going to tell me he has this stunning new boyfriend, one I would
love to meet.
“Can I uh ... make love to you?” He asks me, making me blink at the full moon
and look at him. Wondering if I heard him correctly I make him repeat his words
to me again. I'm flabbergasted, and I am the goldfish again, mouth moving with
no words coming out. So I just nod, knowing that he will know that I couldn't
speak for shock. He smiled and leans in to kiss me, my palms are so sweaty by
now that I feel if I put them down they will just slide, so I keep them clung to
my chest, as I let our lips touch and melt together, almost like we were born
for each other.
I moan a little as Ben leans over me, making me lay down on the tartan blanket
my grandmother had given me from Scotland. He licks over my neck, while hauling
my t-shirt from my chest. I blush when it is off, knowing I am nearly fully
exposed to him. I have never felt so scared and happy at the same time in my
life. I bush yet again when I feel my boxers being tugged down my legs,
revealing my full 6 inch cock for all it was worth, standing saluting Ben. I can
see him grin as he eagerly gets rid of his own clothes, I gasp when his boxers
comes off. I knew how big he was, a whopping 10 inches, but I never thought it
would look that big!
“Am I gonna be able to take that?” I ask him, blushing even more now I have
asked the question I have asked myself so many times in my fantasises. I feel
stupid for it, he just smiled and nods at me, reassuring me that I can, and if I
find it too sore to tell him. I agree and we kiss again, tongues battling for
dominance and hips thrusting together, both our hard cocks rubbing against each
other, sending pleasure spiralling up our spins. I moan into his shoulder when
our kiss stopped, he knew what I wanted and I knew what he wanted, which is what
we got. He pulled a small bottle of lube from his coat pocket and warmed a
little up n his fingers before opening my legs up wide. I moan when I feel his
index finger play with my tight hole, rubbing it before slipping inside of me, I
gasp and arch up slightly, moaning from the small amount of pain from being
breached to the pleasure of his finger inside of me.
When Ben is done preparing me, my face is red and I am moaning like there is no
tomorrow, I never thought that having yourself probed by someone else would be
as great as this, it seemed I was wrong. I watch him lube up his cock after
putting a condom on, I insisted. Ben rests the head of his cock at my entrance,
I moan an push back a little, it encourages him enough to slip the head inside
of me, not going any further as I wince with the pain. “God!” I wince harder,
yet relax as it subsides and pleasure takes over, after that its a dawdle. He
slips the rest of his cock inside me, up to the hilt. I'm moaning and wriggling,
the feeling I have is one of fullness, I have never felt like this before!
I cling to Ben's shoulders as he fucks me gently, lovingly at first, yet starts
off a harder rhythm, obviously going from a song in his own head. I can't take
it for much longer as he reaches between us and takes my cock into his hand,
spreading the pre-cum so my member is nice and wet for stroking. I moan an arch
up harder than before, rubbing both our sweaty chests together, I'm panting and
moaning his name, crying out sometimes when he hits that special spot inside me,
making me shiver and moan. Finally, I arch up as he slams inside me, hitting
that spot again so I cry out and cum, moaning his name as I convulse with the
orgasm he has just given me. As I come down from my high, it is met with Ben's
orgasm flooding inside of my, I moan loudly as I feel it spurting in me, Ben
still thrusting, obviously lost in his own orgasm, like I was a few minutes ago.
After a few minutes of laying there, Ben pulls out of me, making me moan as I
regain the feeling of emptiness, now I know that I will only be truly happy when
I'm with Ben in our special moments. I cuddle up to him, content for now, not
caring if anyone sees, or what I say. “I love you.” I whisper, unaware until I
feel him kiss my hair and say it back to me, I smile, knowing I now have a
boyfriend that I love.
Getting to my place I put my trousers in the washing machine while Ben makes
himself at home in my bedroom, no doubt looking for dirty magazines and cum
stains on my bed. I give a little chuckle at the thought, yet when I go into my
bedroom, it is to find a ring-box laying on my bed. Curious I go over, opening
it I gasp to find a silver ring, with my name on it. I'm too shocked for words
to even shout for Ben and tell him some random stalker has gotten into my
bedroom.
“It's for you babe, its a promise ring. I have one, it's to promise we won't
ever cheat or leave each other.” Ben says to me, I'm tearing up, I can feel it
and see it yet I nod and hug him with the strength I have left in me tonight.
Letting him slip the ring on my finger I kiss him gently, secure in the
knowledge that me and Ben will be together for a long time, at least its what I
believe ... it's what I hope.
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