'There’s something I need to tell you…and…um…I know you may not feel the same
way about it; hell, you may even hate me for it. But that’s the risk I took when
I decided I was finally going to tell you. I really didn’t want to spend the
rest of my life knowing that by not telling you, I may well have ruined any
chance of ever having any sort of relationship with you. I couldn’t live with
that regret. But then, I ask myself, ‘What if? What if you don’t feel the same
way? What if you love someone else? What if you think I’m ugly, or worse,
stupid? And then I go to bed, and I cry myself to sleep – it’s the same every
night: I fall asleep, only then to go on and dream…about you…and in my dreams,
you love me and I love you, and no-one can take that away, and nothing can come
between us.
I love you. I have for the last three years. I did when I first met you, and
back then, I hated people who said that love at first sight was possible…and
then you came along. You were a shy, young thing, back then, quiet, too – always
talking only to family, and even then, only when there was something to say. You
smiled little, and when you did, it was like the sun came out, and I’d be warm
again, but then it’d never last long, and I’d be left out in the cold again. And
then we became friends. Remember how I kept nagging you to smile? I’d put my
thumb and pointing finger on opposite corners of my mouth and grin like an
idiot, and I think you found that funny, because you’d flash me one of those
beautiful smiles of yours. I think I was addicted to the warmth they gave off,
especially to me. I still am.'
Okay. So here I was, sitting on a couch opposite a guy who'd become my best
friend over the past three years. I guess I'd fallen in love with him over this
time, and before I knew it, I was thinking about him all the time...I was crazy
about him, but I didn't know if he felt the same way or not...which was why I
kept it a secret...but now that I'd finished my university education, and the
chances were that I might never see him again, I decided to take the plunge and
tell him, and so there I was. I'd laid my heart out in front of him to do what
he wanted with it. He didn't say anything. He was silent.
We were both young, good-looking guys...some would even brand us jocks. But
where he was blond and taller, I was stockier, more muscly,with jet black hair
and pale blue eyes. After what seemed an eternity, he smiled slowly, seductively
and sai, 'God! I thought you'd never say it!' Needless to say...I was shocked.
He then slid over closer to me, and put his hand behind my head, and pulled me
in for a kiss...all that I felt for him came unleashed in an instant and I
kissed him with a hunger and a passion that I never thought I had...Our tongues
fought a silen, and ardent battle in our mouths, while our hands roamed every
inch of our bodies.
We ripped each others' clothes off and before we knew it, we were naked on the
couch, rolling around, kissing, grinding our hips against each other,
moaning.Suddenly he broke the kiss and trailed his warm, wet tongue down my
chin, my neck, stopping there for a while, nibbling at the soft flesh, trailing
downwards, further, further, pausing only to suck at my hard, brown nipples,
till they turned a sore red. Further, he went, until he reached my cock...he
licked it slowly, barely along the shaft, so I could only just feel it, and
then, engulfed it...and I was in heaven.
He sucked my cock like there was no tomorrow. Until I finally stopped him,
pulled him to my mouth and whispered slowly...'Matt, I want you to fuck me.' He
smiled...and turned me around. And then out of the blue, he slapped my ass,
hard, and yelled 'WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?'.
'FUCK ME MATT, FUCK ME!' And with that, he stuck his cock in me hard, without
lubrication or condoms.And he fucked me hard, fast without any sign of mercy. At
first I was in pain, my moans were more screams, but then they turned to
pleasure as he kept this vigorous pace going, the virile stud. HE fucked me so
hard,in a variety of positions. I'm sure I bled at least a little..
Until finally, with a loud scream, he came in my ass, at the same time that I
let loose a shower of sperm that landed on my chest and his. I could feel it,
his warm seed dripping out of my ass...
He fell in my arms, exhausted and we kissed...passionately..like the lovers we
had become...
