Me and Shawn

Hello this is my first story. my name is scott, im 19 and had my first gay experiance when I was 18 with my cousin shawn, he was 21 at the time.

We were watching some adult movies alone when a gay scene was on the tv screen, I asked "what the hell are you watching", since he had the remote. it looked like he woke up, because he jumped up and started fiddling with the remote till he changed the channel. I said to him "man you're crazy looking at that kind of stuff", he replied "hey, I was sleeping, I didn't know that stuff was going be on yet". I looked at him in a weird way because he sounded like he knew it was going to be on or something. I laughed at him saying "i bet that's your favorite" he replied,"screw that I ain't gay". he looked the other way like he was offended. "aww don't get mad" I said in a sarcastic way, "i understand that you like men". he just laughed at me and looked at the tv.

It was quiet after that for about 10 mins. we were watching chicks squiting, when he asked me if I didn't mind him jacking off because he was horny. I said "go ahead, as long as you don't go gay on me", he said "never mind". I looked at him and said "no, no, go right ahead I don't mind". I kept looking at the tv, and heard him whip out his dick and start tugging it. I did't see it, cause he was sitting at an angle so I couldn't see him.

After a while I started to jack off since he was already tugging it, and I was getting horny from watching the tv. he looked at my dick, and I tried hiding it but hew already got a good look at it. he said "don't be shy if it makes you fell better i'll let you see mine?". the only word that came out of my mouth was, "okay". I guess a little part of me wanted to see his dick.

He turned over towards me and showed me his hard dick. my jaw dropped when I looked at his rock hard dick. I asked him how big it was and he told me it was 11". I was so amazed, it was my first time seeing a real dick in front of me. he noticed I was admiring his rod and said, "suck it", I said, "i can't, I don't even know how too". he just told me to open my mouth, I did, then he came close enough for his dick to go in my mouth then he said to put my lips around his dick and suck, I did.

After a while sucking his dick he pulled out and told me to lay face down on the bed. I asked why, he said he was going to fuck me. to tell the truth I was scared, I didn't know what I was getting my self in too. feeling helpless I layed down on my stomach and felt him lubbing my hole with his spit. I felt wet and good. I told him this was my first time doing this, he said "just relax, i'll do everything", so I started to relax as he said. then without warning he thrusted my with his dick. I felt a sharp pain shot up my spine as I jerked forward. I told him to get off, but he did't listen and continued to shove his dick in my ass. every thrust he gave me hurt really bad, but I felt a sensation I never felt before. pain and pleasure mixed in a way that made my body twitch with every movement. I didn't take him long to get his huge dick to enter fully in my ass, for he had me in a good position that all control was his.

He gave no mercy when he got his dick fully in my anal cavity. he fucked me so hard that he mad cry in pain and pleasure.

I felt like I was getting raped, cause when I told him to stop he just went harder. it started to hurt when he spread my legs to get it in more. I felt so abused and like a sex toy or something. he didn't stop fucking me I thought it was never going to end till he asked me if I ever tasted cum. I said no thinking it was the only way he would get off me. he groaned and said "im going to cum!", pulled out and blew his load right in my face I was blinded for a while till he cleaned my face with a rag. he asked all exhuasted "this was fun, we should do it more often" I said all mad "are you crazy! you didn't even stop when I told you too!" he replied, "you didn't like it?", I said, "of course I did, just listen to me next okay". he smiled and we went to bed, together.