A few years ago I started college at the University of Iowa. Not knowing
anyone else at the school, I decided to live in a dorm and get a roommate
assigned by the school. Anyone would be fine, I thought. However, the University
gave me Tony.
Never did I dream that our chance pairing by the housing office--a straight
All-American wrestler on Iowa's NCAA championship team and me, a former high
school baseball jock turned college nurd, who was now trying to avoid all
sexuality==would result in the hottest sweatiest sex-action of my entire life.
Sex so hot that I found myself craving things and doing things which in the
light of day seemed impossible and disgusting. Things I knew I wouldn't do with
anyone except Tony.
From my early teens on I knew I was gay. But I wasn't out of the closet. I had a
few male/male encounters at my high school in South Beloit, Illinois, but
nothing that amounted to much and nothing that outted me. I was a starter on the
baseball team, playing third base, and I ran some track at Our Lady Queen of
Peace High. It was a lot of fun and helped me make plenty of friends. But, like
most teenage guys, I almost always had sex on the brain.
My regular athletic activities blessed me with a handsome, naturally-muscled
physique. Very masculine for my young age. My Polish farm-boy genes didn't hurt
my looks either. Because of both, I always detected a certain amount of interest
in me mostly coming from female classmates. Mostly, but not entirely.
Being gay and naked with about twenty other guys four or five days a week
inevitably leads to some curiosity and sexual experimentation. Mostly for me and
my jock buddies it was mutual jack-off stuff, with some cocksucking and
ass-tonguing thrown in from time to time. But we really didn't know what we were
doing.
That sexual play, however, made one thing clear to me. I wanted cock, not pussy.
Hot, wet, sweaty, juicy man-sex. No doubt about it. I was queer and I accepted
it. I also knew that I had to be low-key and quiet when I pursued it.
I always looked forward to stripping-down in the locker room and showering with
these studs. I liked being naked and seeing other guys naked, too. I especially
liked to watch those who strutted around in their jocks, or wearing nothing on
at all, sporting dicks that were half-hard and starting to dribble pre-cum. A
few furtively glanced at, and admired, each others newly-matured manhood, trying
to hide the desire that gleamed in their eyes and fell off their tongues as the
breath quickened. The more some of them bragged about pussy and the stink-finger
they got last night from their girlfriends, the more their cocks would bulge and
ooze.
Sometimes late, after everyone else was gone, I would go to a dark, hidden area
of that jock sanctuary and beat my cock raw thinking about these hot young
fuckers and what I had just seen. The place would smell great, too. Steam and
stud-sweat thickly hung in the air. My nostrils would fill with that wonderful,
distinctive man-smell of stud-crotches. And sometimes, if I inhaled deeply, it
almost seemed like my face was buried in their pubes. I imagined I was
nuzzling-up against black crotch hair and a swollen, dripping log that was ready
to explode.
And explode, I did. Time and time again. During those solo, forbidden jack-off
sessions, cumming felt so good I thought my teeth were going to come out my
prick. The skin under the head of my cock got rubbed-raw from the relentless
stroking. Each and every day I thought of virtually nothing but jock cock and
cum. I couldn't help myself. I fantasized about playing baseball and taking the
field with my face covered in jizz from all eight of my teammates. I imagined
playing the whole game, cum-soaked and dripping. My face totally spermed.
Everyone--my fellow jocks, teachers, parents, other students--would stare at me
and know what had happened, know what all that goo was. They qouls know what I
did. They would know I was nothing more than a sperm-loving dick-pig.
However, all of this was out of mind and behind when I began my freshman year. I
wanted to crack the books and graduate with honors. I didn't plan to go out for
any sports or do anything else that would distract me. I would be focused.
Coming out was going to have to wait. There would be plenty of time for sex and
socializing after I graduated. The constant beating-off and obsession with cock
that consumed me in high school had to stop. There was no room for that here.
I thought I had myself convinced. Then in walked Tony.
(to be continued)
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