My bisexual life

This is the first time I have put this in writing or told anyone this true story.

My first real sex experience happened when I was 15. An older fellow who needed a friend started coming to our place. Dick was a nice guy but slightly retarded. 
He had very few friends, but I enjoyed his company. Dick was a clean young man and gave me many gifts. Dick’s family were well off so he didn’t have to work.
One time when were camping in the woods my hand accidentally happened to touch his crouch one night after we lay down to go to sleep.. Well, Dick said “If you want to play with it take it out” I was shocked, but very excited about feeling his cock as I had never touched any one’s cock before. It was huge ! Soft it was about 10 inched long and very thick and uncut as mine was. I started to play with his big cock but it never got hard. Dick said “Spit on your cock to make it slippery and put your cock under my fore skin and jack off”. With that I puled my fore skin back and slipped my cock into his fore skin and it felt so good I almost shot my wad right away. I rolled my cock around his huge cock head inside his skin, and used his skin to jack off. I tried to hold off on my climax, but the soft skin, and being inside him, so to speak, got me so hot I just could not hold it. I ejaculated in great gushes, filling his cock with my hot thick semen. Dick moaned with delight as it spilled out of his cock and ran down his shaft. 

That was just the beginning of our affair. I could not wait till the next time.
Next, Dick came over to my folks house and we went up to my bedroom. Dick took a small jar of Vaseline out of his pocket and ask me to put my cock in his ass. I became so hard I thought my cock would burst.. I lubricated my cock and Dick bent over the bed and guided my cock head to his ass hole. I pushed and it slid in easy and the feel was great. I pumped in and out slow at first then fast and hard. Withdrew with just the head in then thrust in all the way till my balls were banging on his balls. I reached around and took his cock in my hand and jacked it up and down. I said I’m going to cum.. Dick said pull it out and cum on the outside. I want to feel it run down my legs.. I did pull out and shot cum again and again. Thought I would never stop. After that we alternated the sex act. One time I would jack off in his cock, and the next time I would give it to him in the ass. Shot my load into his ass many times as well as with drawing at other times. There were times we had sex several times in one day, we could not get enough of each other. Dick’s favorite was to feel my hot thick semen on his body. Although he did like the feel of me filling his ass and cock with my hot semen he said. 

Dick and I enjoyed this relationship for about two years. And during this time Dick never had an erection or an orgasm. 
I did take Dick’s cock in my mouth once. Even with sucking it hard and running my tongue around the head he didn’t get an erection nor was there any pre cum. I had never sucked a cock before and although Dick’s cock smelled, felt and tasted good, that was the only time as it didn’t do anything for Dick or me. 
And I was still eager to feel and taste pre cum and semen in my mouth. 

I guess this quest for pre cum and semen is why the nest affair with Ernie began.
Ernie and I started sucking each other. We would take turns and timed each other with a clock. I would suck Ernie for 5 minutes then he would suck me for 5 minutes. When we were both ready to cum we just jacked off.

I really loved the taste of Ernie’s pre-cum. His tongue licking around my cock head in his warm wet mouth was driving me wild with desire to have his semen in my mouth. So one evening when Ernie’s folks were away we went into his bedroom.. I said let’s 69 and cum in each others mouths.. He agreed and we started sucking. It lasted a long time then I felt I was going to explode and said I’m going to cum. Ernie kept it up and I shot my semen in his mouth and at almost the same instant I felt and heard his hot thick semen shooting in my mouth, I had my tongue over the end of Ernie’s cock, so it didn’t go down my throat, but it sure filled up my mouth. What a wonderful feeling.. I didn’t swallow his semen, I spit it out in a handkerchief. Ernie had swallowed all of my semen he said he had my cock in his mouth deep and it came so fast and hard it just went down his throat. 

A short time later Ernie and I went into the Army so that was the last time I have had a cock in my mouth and I day dream about that almost daily. And wish that I had swallowed Ernie’s semen that night as I have never had another opportunity to swallow semen from another man. 

When I was in the Army I was using a pay phone at the City Building in this town and it started to rain hard so I waited for the rain to stop.. Well this guy game over and started talking , he was standing close and kept brushing the front of my pants with his hand.. This was getting me really hot.. Finally he said “boy you are as hot as a fire cracker aren’t you?” I said yes in a whisper.. He said let’s go in to the rest room.. We got in there and he pulled down my zipper and took my 7 inch cock out, got down on his knees and took it all in his mouth. Just then some old man came out of a stall and said “Am I interrupting something ?” I quickly tried to hide my cock.. With that the guy that was blowing me said “Go into that stall and stick your cock through the hole to the one beside it. I did and he sucked my cock dry in just a few seconds and swallowed it all. I had not had sex or jacked off for many months, so I know he had taken quite a large load of my semen. We said good-bye and both left. I would have loved to have met him again so I could suck his cock and swallow his semen, but I had no idea where he lived or even what his name was. I was still so aroused when I got back to my car I jacked off three times before I went back to the Army Post.. As you could not play with your self vary easy there....

Since I relocated to this area I have had sex with three females and one of them was a black woman. Her first name was Winifred, Winnie for short. Winifred was a beautiful woman and very well built. I met her at work and talked to her a lot. One day she asked me to stop by her house that evening. I didn’t know what she had in mind but I did go to her place that night. When she came to the door all she had on was a thin negligee that you could see through. I had a good view of her full breast’s and nice large erect nipples along with the black brush between her legs. This was starting to turn me on and I had never had a black woman and could not help but wonder what in would be like to have sex with her.

Well, I had no sooner sat down and she became very quiet.. I asked her what was wrong, and she said “I want to fuck, is that too much to ask ?” Little did she know that I had wanted to have sex with her since the first time I laid eyes on her, but I said I can’t tonight. With that, she said “If I wasn’t black you wouldn’t say that” With that I grabbed her and kissed her full moist lips. She immediately ran her tongue deep into my mouth and I had had never felt anything so wonderful in my life. With our mouth’s still connected in the French kiss, I undid my belt and pulled down my pants and laid her down on the couch and rolled on top of her, She took my rock hard cock in her hand and guided it to her pussy lips then gave her body a lunge upward and my cock slipped in and I kept pushing until my pelvis met hers. I had never felt anything so fantastic in my life. With our mouths still locked together, after just a few strokes she started moaning and jerking her head with orgasm after orgasm. Feeling her love juice bathing my cock I started to cum again and again. Her love juice and my semen was gushing out past my cock. We continued to explore each other’s mouth with our tongues fighting a dual until I became soft and my spent cock slipped out of the wonderful cunt. As we lay in each others arms still kissing, it must have been only a matter of ten minutes until my cock was really hard again. I inserted it again and alternated on sucking her erect nipples and her wonderful tongue. It lasted longer and we had an orgasm together this time. We cleaned up in her bath room together and went into her bed room. She ask me to stay the night, which I did. And what a night it was. We had sex twice more that night before we became satisfied.

Winnie really knew how to give me pleasure. One night she said I have a surprise for you and she started to suck my cock. She licked and sucked my cock for an hour. It was pure ecstasy. Her tongue was as educated as Ernie’s had been years before. I yelled I’m going to cum ! She sucked just that much harder, I exploded and my load of semen shot into her warm wet mouth again and again. She continued to suck me totally dry even licking the semen off my shaft swallowing it, but saved enough in her mouth to push some into my mouth with her tongue. We French kissed for a long time and I became aroused again then gave her satisfaction by filling her wet vagina with semen as I sucked her sweet tongue as though I was trying to swallow it.
I saw her often for about a year, then she moved out of town. I was sorry to see her go as the next time I saw her I wanted to do 69 with her as we had not done that in all the times we were together. If she were still in this area I would still be with her.
No white woman or man have even came close to fulfilling my needs as she did. 

One other woman I had sex with was special too.. I started by sucking her wonderful breasts, not too large, but with very erect nipples, this caused her to have an orgasm even before I had slid my cock into her sweet vagina. She was moist and my cock went in till our pelvises met. It only took a dozen strokes until I filled her vagina with my semen and I asked her to get on top of me 69 fashion so I could eat her vagina. She took my cock, moist with her love juice and my semen, in her mouth. I put my tongue deep into her vagina and licked and sucked my semen out, my tongue in her caused her have another orgasm and her love juice gushed out bringing all my semen into my mouth, I continued to keep my mouth on her vagina and take every drop and swallowed all I could get. When she had the orgasm she screamed “Oh God it feels so good” and my cock slipped from her mouth just as I was about to cum and my semen squirted all over her breasts. We were both so turned on by our French kissing and the taste of our sex juice, we had sex twice more that evening. 

I have a younger friend that does not date. I know he has no sex life but feel that he does masturbate. I have been fantasizing about what it would be like to suck his cock for the past ten years.. But am afraid to approach him with the idea. I know he could shoot the load of semen into my mouth that I want and need so much. I would suck him dry and think I’m even ready to swallow his delicious thick hot semen.
I would ask for nothing in return other than to suck his wonderful cock often.

I may be becoming gay in my old age, although I have no desire to kiss a man.
I do have fond memories of the two special females I wrote about, they did give me great pleasure, especially Winiford, and I will always remember them. But that was many years ago, and this is now. Since Winifred drifted out of my life I have no desire for a woman anymore. Now I fantasize only about sucking my young friends cock. And feeling the hot thick semen fill my mouth again. I truly wish I could turn this fantasy into reality.

Thanks for reading my true story.. This did all really happen and I wish there was some way I could relive it all again.