This is it, the end is here people. Thank you everyone who read the story and
I hope you enjoy this as much as you enjoyed the previous instalments. They have
been a lot of fun to write and there is a chance you haven’t heard the last of
Danny and Alex…and there are still more twists and turns to come in this chapter
before the last words have been said…I won’t keep you waiting any longer…enjoy!
I checked through the cupboards and drawers, making sure I had left nothing
behind, I turned to take one last look out the window, the usual group were
sitting outside in their usual spot, under a tree, discussing the future and the
possibility of a normal life. It was strange, this is the first time I had
actually listened to them, they sat outside my room everyday, the same
discussion, everyday. And for the first time I was actually listening to them, I
kept hearing the same phrase, repeated time and time again, leave your past
behind. I wondered whether it was a coincidence or fate. Did I even believe in
fate? One by one they got up of the ground and I watched them leave, making
their way back to their rooms. I picked up my things and headed for the door, I
hoped this would be the last time I had to be here, hoping, I would never
return.
I made my way through the small halls, laughter and crying echoing through
the halls, people patted me on the back and wished me well as I passed them. But
I could tell they weren’t genuinely interested in me, just being polite I
suppose, I was just another patient to them. Still I said thanks and walked on
with my head held high, I finally reached the front door and the two doctors who
had forced me through them a few weeks ago now opened them for me, allowing me
to leave, they lowered their heads as I walked past. I took my first step
outside and as my foot hit the stones below I felt free, like I had accomplished
something, this had been like another stage in my life complete, I lowered my
head and smiled as I made my way to the taxi, I threw my bags in the back before
climbing into the front seat next to the driver. I smiled at him, hoping to show
him I wasn’t mad despite the fact he was collecting me from a psychiatrist ward.
Ironic huh? “Where to sir?” It was only when he asked me that, I realised I
didn’t know the answer, I gave him the address to Olivia’s house, I wasn’t sure
where else I could go.
I spent the rest of the journey listening to his small talk, only giving him
half my attention, really I was more interested in looking out the window,
seeing the ‘outside world’ again, I had missed the normal things while I was
sectioned, people standing about talking, sitting down to a normal, homemade
dinner, shops. It seems strange but people take things for granted, don’t know
what they have until it’s gone. My heat raced faster as we reached the familiar
sights and streets of my hometown. Finally we pulled up at Olivia’s house, I
paid the less than interesting driver and practically sprinted to Olivia’s door
hoping I wouldn’t have to face anyone I knew. She opened the door as I knocked
and pulled me inside hugging me harder than ever before. “I thought it was you!”
Olivia refused to let go and she pushed her head against my shoulder, her long
hair tickled my face.
“Sorry about turning up out of the blue like this, I just didn’t know where
to go” I rested my head against hers, enjoying the feeling of being held by
familiar arms. “You could have gone home” She said, sounding like it was so
easy, I hate to admit it but no matter what she said she made it sound like the
right option, which was easy since she was usually right. “Home to the man who
loves you”. Oh she just had to add that after her dramatic pause. Finally she
let me go and lead me through to the living room, her parents were out which was
probably for the best actually. “So, how was your vacation” She giggled,
“Amazing, the journey wasn’t great there or back to be honest, and the staff,
don’t even get me started” “Oh tell me about it, well life hasn’t been great
here either”. I could tell this was her way of opening a can of worms and
starting a difficult topic. “Weather was nice, but I know of one person in
particular whose been a bit of a mess” “Olivia I don’t wanna hear this right
now” I pleaded with her, I didn’t need to hear this, the decision on whether or
not to stay was going to be hard enough without her input on how devastated Alex
had been.
“Well you’re going to hear it anyway, that guy has been a mess, he looks like
he hasn’t slept in years, he walks past here nearly everyday, hoping you might
be here probably, he can’t look Kevin in the face after what happened that
night. You have no idea how many guys have tried to ask him out Danny, and he
just turns them away….for you” I struggled to look Olivia in the eye, eventually
I gave up and lowered my head in defeat. “So what if I love him, I cant be with
him after that, besides, I think I’ve had a better offer, my doctor asked me to
go to France with him” When I said it out loud I realised how crazy it sounded,
travelling abroad with my doctor! “Listen to yourself, you sound like a gold
digger and he sounds like a cradle snatcher!” I had to laugh at Olivia, after
that we changed the subject a little but she kept going back to Alex, this
wasn’t going to be easy.
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ALEX’S POINT OF VIEW
I jogged from my house and did some laps round a football pitch before
turning back and heading home a different root that I had came, I took some
different turns and ran through the street where Dan’s friend Olivia lived, I
hoped when he came back he would come to me, but if he didn’t he would probably
come here, so I walked or jogged down this street most days hoping to see him, I
stopped outside to tie my laces, I took a quick scan through the windows but
only seen Olivia, sitting on her own watching TV I think. I sighed and kept
jogging until I got home, I got through the front door and immediately tore off
my sweaty clothes leaving them lying on the stairs before heading upstairs to
the shower, I turned the tap on full and the hot water came crashing down over
my exhausted body. I shut the world out and closed my eyes.
I walked back down the stairs after using Olivia’s toilet. “I’m not sure
about this Olivia, I’m fucking terrified” I had gone upstairs to use her toilet
before I left her house, she had finally talked me into going to see Alex. “Will
you be ok here until I get back” I asked hopefully, looking for any reason not
to go. “Yes, I’ll be fine, I’ve found a good movie to watch while you’re gone,
couldn’t take my eyes of the screen while you were upstairs now go!” I hugged
her before I left and told her to wish me luck. I walked quickly through the
streets, it was a sunny afternoon and there was no breeze at all.
I stopped for a moment at Alex’s bushes and caught by breath, then continued
walking but at a slightly slower pace, trying to buy some time to think of what
I would say, I thought about what could happen and what I would wanted to
happen, for once I wasn’t thinking of the worst that could happen, I guess my
medication was working after all. “I still love you Alex” “Do you love me?”
“Hey, Alex, how are you?” “Sorry to turn up like this but, I needed to see you”.
As I practised what to say I grew more and more excited at the thought of seeing
the first love of my life, the only love of my life. I had to talk to him, I had
decided, I needed to at least try to make him take me back. I knocked the door
and waited eagerly for an answer that didn’t come. I knocked again and still no
response, no tanned beauty walking to the door, no blond bombshell, no blue eyed
babe. No one. I peered through the door and tried to make out recognizable
shapes, I couldn’t see much and then I looked at the bottom of the stairs,
clothes. Shorts, a top, shoes…… and boxers. My heart seemed to stop beating, my
guts in my mouth, tears rolling down my face, I ran away, I ran from his house,
I ran from him.
I climbed out of the warm shower and felt cold. I headed to my room and threw
on some comfortable sweats and a sleeveless top. I went downstairs and picked up
my phone, I had a text from Olivia, Oh my God, was he home, was he here, I
waited as my phone loaded the text, I couldn’t wait to find out what it said, my
heart began to beat faster and uncontrollably. Finally it opened and self
consciously I found myself reading it out loud……“Asshole, you’re a thing of the
past now”. Wow, I had pissed her off, I was going to find out why. I pulled my
shoes back on and headed out of the house, using my muscled legs to carry myself
as fast as I could.
I looked through my bags, looking for the small piece of paper Jack had given
me when I first arrived at the ward, It had his number and address on it, then a
little message at the bottom saying “Call in or call me at any time :)” Finally
I found it, I began dialling the number, having changed my mind again, there was
no way I could see him now, no way I could stay here, I had to leave now, I had
to leave my past here, and start my future with Jack. Olivia said she supported
me no matter what I decided, and made me promise to stay in touch, my tears
dripped onto the small piece of paper. Then there was a loud knock at the door,
followed by constant banging.
Olivia walked towards the door and opened it, A tall blonde man stood on the
other side, panting heavily sounding like he had just ran a marathon, he had
dazzling blue eyes, but they showed upset and fear. His small pink lips were wet
and looked amazing as he talked. His long, luscious, locks of golden hair were
folded back out of his face. He wore a sleeveless white top which had gone
slightly transparent, showing he was wet, below this sweats covered his shaking
legs. “What was that about” He entered the house, squeezing past Olivia and
started his next sentence of protest before turning to look at me and being
rendered speechless, his blue eyes widened and his mouth hung open. I looked
back at him and we exchanged shocked glances until a firm right hand hooked his
face and knocked him to the floor, Olivia stepped over his body and walked
towards me before putting her arm around me.
Alex pulled himself to his feet, shaking his head and holding his face. Again
he looked up at me in disbelief, mouth still hanging open. “Dan?” He hadn’t
changed at all, still just as beautiful as the day I walked into him at school,
as the first night we slept together, as the night he sacrificed his happiness
so I could get the help I needed. “Make him go Olivia” I felt tears start to
form behind my eyes again, this was becoming an all too familiar feeling. “No,
please Olivia, let me talk to him”Olivia turned to look at me and for the first
time she seemed lost, no clever words forming on her lips. I simply shook my
head at her, she turned and gave Alex a look which said I’m sorry. “Please, tell
me what the text was about, I’m not leaving here until someone explains. I
clenched my fists and fought back the tears. “YOU, fucking leaving your clothes
lying at the front door while you’re upstairs shagging some guy! Jesus, you just
couldn’t wait to get rid of me could you, sending me off to a fucking mental
institution the second you find out I’m mad” I bit my lip, trying to stop myself
from saying anything I would regret, Alex bowed his head and for the first time
I seen a tear fall from his eye.
He raised his head again and swallowed. “Dan, how could you think that, I was
upstairs in the shower. I run past here everyday waiting to catch a glimpse of
you someday”. Alex bowed his head again and started to shake. I stood feeling
disgusted with myself and wishing I could just go somewhere and hide, I looked
down and unclenched my fists, seeing the small piece of paper again, I shoved it
into my pocket and walked towards Alex I put my arms around him and pulled his
shaking body close to mine. He put his head on my shoulder and cried. For the
first time, I was the one comforting him. “Listen Olivia I’m going to take him
home.” Olivia seemed lost for words, “Ok, text me later” I kept my arm around
him as we walked towards his house he cried the whole way until I finally set
him down on his bed. For what seemed like hours, we lay in each others arms,
just talking, we lay and watched the sunset, darkness gradually descended upon
the room, I could see the glow of Alex’s eyes, he had finally stopped shaking
and I could feel his chest move as he breathed in and out. I laid my hand on his
smooth chest and felt his heart beat.
Slowly we removed each others clothes, I pulled his top over his head,
kissing his forehead as I slid it off him, then he responded by pulling my shirt
off, then running his hands over my exposed chest. I tugged gently at his
sweats, pulling them down leaving his boxers covering his manhood.
He undid my button and pulled down my zip before carefully pulling off my
trousers. We lay, in our boxers, holding each other. For the first time I felt
happy again, lying in his arms, this moment was perfect, feeling the warmth
coming of his body made me feel safe and reminded me off happy times, this is
how it felt the night I had been kicked out, he held me like this, keeping me
safe, never letting go. The sun was gone now and a full moon had taken its
place. Millions of stars shone and reflected the moonlight over the garden
outside, the moon shone through Alex’s window and lit the room slightly,
allowing me to see Alex’s body clearly, his chest, his abs and the muscles on
his arms. I felt a slight movement and then hot lips on mine, I had missed this
the most. Alex wasted no time in reuniting his hot, wet lips with mine before
reacquainting our tongues.
His tongue swirled around mine and danced in my mouth. Alex kissed me with
more passion than ever before. He pulled away and took a deep breath before
plunging pushing his lips against my neck. I lay breathing heavily, knowing what
was coming. He kissed my chest and then my abdomen, he slowly removed my boxers,
gently sliding them down my legs. Then he removed his own before starting to
kiss my hole, he pushed his tongue inside me slightly, licking at the opening,
he didn’t push his tongue deep inside me but still, it was enough, after waiting
for this for so long, just the sight of his beautiful naked body would be enough
to make me cum. I felt his lips make their way back up my body making every inch
of me tremble with excitement, I felt the tip of his cock press against my ass
before it was pushed inside me, I felt myself stretch to allow him to enter me,
Alex kissed my neck making me pant heavily, finally I felt his balls touch my
ass, he lay on top of me for a few seconds, just enjoying being inside me and
allowing me to get used to him again, but he didn’t pull out like he normally
did, instead he began to grind his hips against mine, causing his dick to rub
against my prostate sending shockwaves through my entire body, he kept up with
the same technique and just kept gently grinding against me until I came, I shot
my load onto Alex’s stomach, after I came he stopped but kept his cock inside me
he moved to lie beside me and held me in his strong arms, I felt his cock shrink
inside me. Slowly I fell asleep, enjoying our last night together in this bed.
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