My name is Alex, i always used to be attracted to boys and i was full aweare of what was going on. I knew i like guys but i was always afraid to tell anyone about it, i used to think that people would treat me differently specially my closes friends, so i kept it a secret, a secret no one would ever find out or so i tough. it was the summer of 2007 i was heading home from soccer tryouts when i heard my phone vibrating it was my best bud Brad"hello" i said "heyy bro what up?" he said "not much just going home to take a shower i stink from all that sweating we did earlier"..."oh kewl you should like ummm come to my house after you know just to chill" he said "oh sure ill be there in a while oaky?" i, said "okay then bro bye bye". he replied.

I knew Brad for almost six years now and we were really close friends he sees me as a brother form another mother and well so do i. When i finally got home i undress and headed to the shower, i dry off and headed towards Brads house, Brad lived really close to my house so i just walked there. "hey you made it i tough you weren't gona show up" he said "well am here now" i said " so why did you wanted me to come this late?"..."late? is barely 10.00.p.m".. "exactly" i replied..."well i want to talk to you, its really important" he said in a low voice, "umm okay? what about?"..."well i want you to be honest with me, you're my best friend and i just want to know so dont get angry at me for asking".."asking what" i said kind of angry..

"well after tryouts today, one of your friends Oscar told me something about you"..." what did he said " i was now getting nervous "he said, well he said you were gay, i mean im cool with that, that won't change nothing between us. so are you?" i just stood there in shock "hello, alex to base can you hear me?, are you gay or not" he angrily asked i started to walk towards and yelled "what do you care" and before i walked out i heard Brad said "well bro we people gotta stick together" i kept walking on my way home that last frace came to me (we people) what did he meant we? was he serious or was he just fooling with me like usual. i have to find out i just had to.

The next day came quickly and before i knwe it i found myself ready for soccer on my way there i still had in mind waht Brad told me the night before. suddenly i got nervous my hands began to shake as i walked toward the field "hey hey bro" i heard behind me "hey Brad"..." so are you goung to tell me now?"..."tell you what Brad?, just leave me alone would you"..."okay then i will but first".

He got closer to me and suddenly i felt his lips over mine "we gotta stick together" he said then ran away. "wtf" i said to myself with a huge smile in my face i've never really realized how sexy Brad was until now he was now 19 years old: brown short hair, beutiful brown eyes, he was about 5''9 and weight 180 he had the most georgeous body in the whole soccer team. wow did he really kissed me or was i just dreaming "hey alex are you going to join us or what" michael said "oh yeah sure thing mike" i said practice flew by and everyone headed home already "well time to go, i guess ill see you tomorrow" he said while hugin me "good night Brad " i said "good night baby" giving me a kiss on my cheek "wait what?"..."oh nothing good night bro see you tomorrow" he said while walking away.

*** Hey guys this is just the first part i would wrote more but i dont got more time left for the day comments would be really aprecciated, help me out for the next part waht would you guys like to hear?.... bye