These Tears : Part 1

Hey it's me Ryan and I am walking through the park on this raining day. I'm 18, 5'3 and making my way to my high school. It was wonderful walking in the rain, being a cold day the scenery was breathe taking. The flowers bloomed and danced in the light breeze from the wind as the raindrops hitting the ground made the beat. I danced in the rain, spinning around in circles, and jumping in puddles. I felt crazy having fun in the rain with my black leather jacket, white shirt, black skinny jeans, and my new black high heel boots. I had to admit I was sexy, yet I tried to have a huge ego.

I walked out of the park, and headed towards school, which starts at 8:00. I walked into the school grounds and started walking to class. As I walked through the hall, all the guys watched my every move. They watched my hips, bubble butt, and my black hair with blonde streaks through it. Every guy at my school found me attractive, yet I didn't want to fall in love. I knew all the guys at my school, so I knew none of them were right for me. They were either taken and cheats, or didn't care about anything but sex.

I enjoyed being single, yet I longed for something more than sex. I wanted to be in a relationship, and know that I am loved. I walked into my English class, and sat in my favorite seat in the back right corner of the class. The teacher walked in and asked everyone to take their seats. After everyone took their seats, the teacher told the class today we had a new student.

In walks the new student, he was so sexy I almost passed out. He was 6'3, black but brown skinned, and had the most perfect green eyes. He had muscles without being to buff and you could see his abs through his tight black shirt. He was also wearing gray skinny jeans, and black and gray high top sneakers. Everyone was staring at him, guys and girls. The guys were cautious while the girls were intrigued.

He walked to the front of the class and introduced himself:

"Hello everyone I am Logan Jackson, 18 years old and I like sports, music, and video games. I like all kinds of music from pop to country. My life long dream is to become a firefighter. I hope we can all become close friends." As he finished, he looked around for a seat. There was many seats available.One was by the head cheerleader with her big breast and tight clothes. Another one was by the senior slut, who was already planing how to make her move on him. Finally, there was another seat by me. Although I knew he wouldn't sit by me, there were plenty of seats by easy girls; that every guy already boned and grew tired of.

He proved me wrong, for he was making his way right for the seat next to me. I was so nervous because I didn't know what to do. He sat down next to me, but he didn't look or say anything to me. The teacher passed out a handout for us to do in pairs on writing essays. We had to share one sheet since every pair got one sheet. He leaned closer to me, and instantly hoped that class would end right now. He smelt of honey and a hint of cinnamon.

"Mmmmmm ooooooh uuuuuh!" I quietly moaned as his scent began to turn me on. He looked at me like I was weird, but then my pencil dropped which I bent over to pick up. From the corner of my eye I could see he was looking at my bubble butt. I quickly sat back up with my face turning red.
"Your very attractive. I know you must hear that all the time." He whispered to me.
"Really! you think I am attractive. That's so sweet, thank you." I replied.

He quickly grabbed my phone, and wrote down my phone number. I was about to protest, but the bell rang. When the bell rang, he put my phone down and raced out the class. I got up looking confused , and I headed for the rest of my classes.

The day was almost over while I made my way to the last class of the day, computer. I was shocked to see Logan was in another one of my classes, so I sat beside him.

"Why did you write down my cell phone number?" I asked quietly.
"I am sorry, but I couldn't help myself I find you to be the most beautifulist person here." He nervously replied.
"Logan please. You would say anything to have sex. I know your new, but I am not easy like the others at this school." I said to him.
"I am being honest. Every guy here founds you attractive, so they are too nervous to approach you. They think your attractive, funny, kind, and carry yourself like a true lady even though your a guy." He spoke with such excitement that I almost was intrigued.
"Well I dont want to be in love." With that I got up and left school, I left ten minutes before the bell rang.

I started walking back through the park which no one walked through. Nobody like to walk through the park because it's a long walk when you could just cut through the mall. I didn't like that way, for I preferred nature and natural scents. I was walking and twirling around in a circle when I smack right into something that felt like a stone wall. I fell on my but, and looked up to see Logan towering over me.

He helped me up, and wrapped his muscle arms around my body warming me up. It was strange, for it was freezing outside while his body was warm. I snuggled close to him for warmth and comfort. We walked together in silence except for the pounding of my heart. I didn't notice that Logan had actually walked me all the way home.

"Oh thank you Logan, but now you have to walk home." I asked with concern.
"It's ok as long as your safe Ryan. That's all that matters to me." He whispered into my ear.
"Well since it's still raining, why don't you come in and warm up until the rain stops." I suggested.
"Ok sure!" He replied a little to excited.

I unlocked the door and we made our way to my room. I took off my jacket and then my boots. Logan did the same except he had shoes on. We got into my bed, and got under the blankets.

"Where do you live Logan?" I asked.
"Mmmm well across the street from the mall."He answered nervously.
"You mean you live right across from the mall. That's a far walk." I said, shocked that he went so far out his way for me. I thought his actions were touching.
"Well don't worry I don't need to rush home." He said while rubbing my leg.

We scooted closer to each other while he wrapped his big muscle arms around me. I pressed my back onto his well defined abs. His body was so warm and comfortable. I looked at his arm which had a nicely design patterned tattoo. He sat up and pulled off his shirt exposing one more tattoo on his left chest of three stars going up at an angle. He layed back down and continued to cuddle with me. While we are laying down cuddling, I consider us only friends since I don't want to be in love.

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