Learning more about myself

 Laying there with the fresh taste of John's cum in my mouth, I was overcome with emotions. I was excited and happy over the release of sexual tension, pent up over several years, yet I was feeling guilty because I was a married man. John suggested we get something to eat and a few drinks. "I sure could use a drink right now." I said.

We grabbed a quick bite and he said "I know just the place for a drink." We went to the 1851 Club, somewhere he had been before. It was a gay bar, but I knew no one and I needed that drink. We sat down and I was on my second drink when the show started. I had never seen a real drag show, I was in a joke one at I Christmas party. I have to admit I enjoyed dressing up like a woman (blonde wig, make up, stockings, heels, bra and a black dress and boxers) but I didn't say anything. As I watched these women I got excited knowing that I was attracted to them even though I knew they had a cock.

John put his hand on my thigh, moved it up to my crotch and smiled when he felt my erection. He leaned in and we kissed like two teenagers on a date. I was in public but didn't seem to care. As the night progressed we went to the dance floor and I danced with John and anyone else who would dance with me. Bill showed a lot of interest and we even kissed. Two men in one night, what was going on with me? John said it was time to go and things really happened for me.

John, Bill and I were riding the elevator back to our room, arm in arm with a few kisses and I was giddy with anticipation; I probably drank too much but didn't care. Once in the room we were all naked and on the bed. So much kissing and rubbing; I was eagerly sucking both men's cocks. Bill was about the same size as John and sucking cock was way easier than eating pussy. Bill was laying on his back and I was on all my knees leaning over sucking him when John stuck his tongue in my ass. I was so surprised I deep-throated Bill, gagged and had to come up for air. Bill guided me back onto his cock and I enjoyed my first rim job.

John stopped and soon I felt something cold on my ass. He inserted a finger in my ass and rubbed in the lube. Bill would not let me come off his cock as John put in a second and third finger. I was being dominated and it seem I was enjoying the submissive role. My cock was dripping precum like a leaky faucet. Johns fingers came out and I knew what was coming next. Bill let me up for air, John told me to relax and push out, as I did he push in. POP, there went my cherry as his head passed my sphincter. It hurt but he stopped and let me get use to my latest adventure.

Then he slowly began pushing in, Oh Man! did it feel good having a man enter me. Bill started jacking my cock and I was in ecstasy. My breeder started pumping slow at first and building his intensity. It felt amazing having his cock sliding in and out of my ass; I started to relax, moan and enjoy it. Bill grabbed the opportunity to grab my head and put my mouth back on his cock. I found it harder to suck as I was being pounded as several thrusts resulted in taking Bill a little deep and gagging but I seemed to be getting use to it. "I was the woman here", I couldn't help but think, and I was enjoying it.

Bill's hips started thrusting, I felt his cock swell a little and suddenly my mouth was filled with the salty taste I had enjoyed several hours earlier. I gagged, swallowed and savored all I could. I lifted my head and said "Come on Honey, I want your cum in my ass!" What was I saying was this even me? John intensified his thrusting to the borderline of painful and Bill again started jacking me off. It didn't take long before I was shooting ropes of white go onto the bed, as my ass spasmed on the man meat inside me I started moaning and my legs got weak.

John held onto me tightly and after a few more thrusts obliged my request and filled my ass with his cum. we collapsed forward on the bed, john still in my ass, my face next to Bill's cock and I said "I've never been the woman on a relationship before". We all laughed and lay there for a bit. I was exhausted and drifted off to sleep a sticky mess, but I'm sure with a big smile.