Love and mistakes : Part 2

I lay naked on top of chris. he was just wearing his sexy black boxers.  Staring into his liquid brown eyes I smiled to my self as this beautiful, sexy, amazing hunk was mine.  His hands were gently rubbing my ass crack.  He was silent,  i was silent and that moment was perfect.  Too perfect.  Smiling happily i asked him "do you love me chris?".

I already knew the answer as he had told me before that he loved me.  He didn't answered me and just closed his eyes.  I asked him again,  expecting that this time he would say yes,  but to my surprise he said "I like to have sex with you".  And i got puzzled and disappointed a bit.  "it means you love me right?" i asked him. He moved into a sitting position i also sat in front of him.  I knew he was tensed.  I got scared. 

And his next words stabbed my heart as he said "I don't know,  you are amazing sam,  believe me you are!,  but its just that i don't think that i really love you!".  I felt like i've been punched in my chest.  I was on the verge of tears.  I was dumb founded and felt like i'v been muted.  He said "I guess this is the end.  I cant be in a relationship with you,  i am sorry". 

And then found my self drowning and fainting,  losing all my senses and then blacking out.  Suddenly i woke up.  I was sweating like i had just runned a thousand miles.  I was breathing heavily.  I realized that this was the same dream which i was having from a week,  the same dream in which chris and i arguing before he broke up with me. 

I was very frustrated and all of a sudden i felt like crying.  And i cried hysterically,  Like i would never stop.  I wanted to talk to some one so i called naz.  Her phone ringed a few times then she picked it up.  She was speaking in a sleepy but a very concerned voice. she must have realized i was sobbing "Sam! Are you ok? Is every thing alright?".

 I told her all about the dream and she listened.  "don't worry sam! If that ass hole chris did some thing to hurt you again i swear i'll beat the shit out of him,  we'll take care of him okay,  relax,  just sleep.  I'll meet you at high school,  bye". 

I felt a bit relaxed after telling naz about every thing.  I just hope that for what ever chris is here,  it doesn't had any thing to do with me.  .  .  .

TO BE CONTINUED...