Football Love: Part 4

“John please pick up the phone. I just want you to give me a chance to explain that’s all I am asking. Please John call me back when you get this” I say as I flip my phone down. It has been two days since the party and John has been avoiding me.

“What the hell is his problem” Monica says while taking a bite of her pizza. “HE did admit that he loved you. So what the hell? Is he going to bail every time there is some competition?” I really hate to admit it but Monica is right. If John loves me then he could at least give me the chance to explain what happen with Jake. Somehow I get the feeling that John just said he loves me but doesn’t truly feel the emotion towards me. Could John still be in love with Sabrina? I quickly brush that question aside and look at the time. I told Monica to meet me after my class and got up to walk towards my afternoon class. I walked into the building and stop dead on my tracks as someone called my name. “Hey Alex wait up” Jakes voice echoed down the hall.

I wanted to keep walking and pretended I didn’t hear Jake but I didn’t move. Jake caught up with me and I couldn’t help but check him out. Jake had a white plain shirt that showed off his muscles with jeans and some shoes. His black hair pointed up in the middle and forward. His sideburns along with his strong jaw line added a rugged but yet classy quality to Jake. I also notice that he was just carrying a notebook and a pen in between his right ear and the side of his head. Jake jogged up to me with a smile, god I missed his smile, and stop a bit to close in front of me.

“Hey was wondering when I get to see you. Are you going to the nutrition class?” Jakes manly voice and smile almost made me blush. I just nodded my head and smiled I just didn’t know what to say to this very hot man in front of me. “You want to walk with me there?” Jake’s voice almost sounded seductive. I didn’t know why but I was on the brink of saying ‘yes’ until someone popped into my head. John was that someone and even though he has avoided me I know he wouldn’t like me walking with Jake.

“I can’t” I say almost in a whisper and I know Jake heard me because his smile disappeared. “Jake what part of I got over you didn’t you understand?” I say holding my ground and turning my emotions to a controllable anger. “You walked out on me Jake. You practically tore me down to my core. Now that I am starting to feel like my old self again you come along” my voice wasn’t angry but serious. I needed Jake to understand and remind him why he can’t win me back. “I have forgiven you Jake believe me I have. But you hurt me in a way that I can’t see you as I once did” I started to walk around him but stopped when I was next to Jake. “I am sorry Jake but a friend is as far as we can go. Period”

I walked towards my class alone never looking back even though I could feel Jake’s blue eyes on me. I walk in and to my surprise John is at his desk but doesn’t look at me. I sit next to Matt whose black eye is starting to fade. My black eye is almost gone however on the other hand I used Monica’s makeup to cover it up. Jake walked into the class room and was assigned the table across from me. Throughout the class I could feel Jake’s eyes on me. To tell you the truth I wanted to feel John’s eyes on me but I guess he still doesn’t want to talk to me.

It was around late afternoon when the football team was practicing and we trainers were going over our emergency plans. I was getting a cold cup of Gatorade when “Hey can I talk to you” Jakes voice was gentle. My heart melted but quickly once again turned it into control anger. “Listen I just want to tell you that…” Jake begins but I just cut him off. “Don’t. Just don’t Jake please. You can try all you want but the answer is still going to be the same” I then chugged down my cold drink and walked away.

“What did Jake want?” Monica asks me while we were walking back into the group. I just shook my head and exhaled. Monica knows what that means and she looks back at Jake. “Sweetie just hear him out by the look on Jake’s face he has something he wants to tell you” I couldn’t believe Monica was in favor of Jake. “He wants me back Monica. I already told him that’s not going to happen” I say kind of annoyed. “It’s not that. I can see it in his face he wants to tell you something else”

I really didn’t give that much thought on what Monica said seeing that first I have to get John to talk to me. That night I waited in front of John’s dorm for a good half an hour. When he walked up he didn’t even look at me he put the key and turned the door. I told myself if he walked into his room without saying anything to me we would be through. I started to get kind of pissed off on how John was treating me even though I have done nothing with Jake.

John opened the door and stood in front of it. “After you” he said almost in a whisper. I walked in and sat on his bed. John closed the door and leaned against it still not looking at me. “John please look at me” I say as gently as possible. It took about a minute but John’s blue eyes looked right into mine. “Did you mean it?” I ask John. “What?” John gives me a puzzle look. “Did you mean it when you said you loved me?” my voice still gentle but a bit serious. John didn’t respond for a few moments we just kept looking at each other with only the sound of the occasional car passing by. “Yes I did mean it” John finally said.

“Then why are you pushing me away? Jake and I never did anything that could make you ignore me” I say almost accusing him of putting a strain in our relationship. “Alex I just….I can’t…” John had trouble finding his words. I was about to say something to John but I just kept quite letting him explain himself without me interrupting him. “Alex you mean a lot to me. There are no words to describe how I feel about you. You are the one for me and now I know that. But when I saw Jake kissing your cheek and you didn’t stop him…” John fumbled with his next few words that I didn’t understand what he said.

All of a sudden I am back to that night. I was still in shock to find out that Jake was back in my life after he hurt me all those years ago. I didn’t know why I stopped Jake from kissing my cheek. I had my hands in a fist and I was ready to strike but I didn’t. I don’t even know why I didn’t hit Jake to stop him from kissing me. I then begin to see things through John’s eyes. The man that I love let someone kiss him without hesitation. I would be hurt too if John didn’t at least pull away from someone trying to kiss him. All of a sudden I felt guilt and now I understood why John acted the way he did.

I slowly got up from the bed and stood close to John. I can feel his body heat crush against mine and my lips where close to his. “I am sorry John. I love you and no one will come between us. I didn’t mean to hurt you” I say while looking into his blue eyes. Without warning John kissed me and wrapped his big muscular arms around me. John kissed me with so much passion that I got weak in the knees. I place my arms around his neck just to hold me up. Not that I needed it when John has his big arms around my mid back.

We kissed for about a minute until we heard a key unlocking the door behind us. As the door opened John and I separated and kept looking at who was coming in. Matt came into the room with a surprise look on his face seeing us together. I forgot that Matt and John were roommates but ever since John found out about Matt and Sabrina he hardly ever spent any time in this room. What made the situation worse is that Sabrina was behind Matt. I quickly looked at John and he was ready to give Matt another black eye.

I quickly stepped in front of John stopping him from fighting with Matt. “Let’s go John…please” I say trying to make him look at me instead of Matt. When John looked at me his face softened and just nodded. Sabrina gave me a cold hard stare but I just walk passed her. I knew that Matt and Sabrina were still together and were probably having sex. I half turn just to make sure John wouldn’t hit Matt and to my surprise he didn’t. Sabrina’s face softens when she looks at John but John didn’t have interest on what she had to say.

Once we were in my room alone John couldn’t keep his hands off of me. John was on top of me and my legs were wrapped around his waist. We were making out and our hands were exploring each other’s body. It’s only been two days since John and I did anything together but somehow it seems like a lifetime. Somewhere between our kissing I thought I was time to take our relationship a step forward. I rolled John to his back with me still on top of him. We still kissed but I knew what I wanted to do to John to take the next step in our relationship. While still kissing John my hands began to move down his body. Once I reached his pants I unbuttoned his jeans and slowly pulled down the zipper.

John broke the kiss “Are you sure you want to do this?” John asked with a sincere look on his face. I looked at his face and he didn’t seem nervous it’s almost as if he wanted this more than anything. John just wanted to make sure that I wanted to make love to him as much as he did want to do it to me. I kissed John and said “Yes” in between our kissing. I started kissing his neck and lifted his shirt up to his neck. I kept getting lower and played with his nipples. I flicked my tongue back and forward as John’s nipples got erect. Several manly moans escaped John’s mouth and that turned me on even more. I kept moving down John’s body licking his abs.

At this point John was out of breath and saying my name which turned me on. As I got to the V shape of his body which I loved so much I started kissing every inch of it. My hands played with John’s nipples as I kept kissing his V shape on his lower body. “Baby stop teasing me” John said in between his heavy breathing and while squeezing my wrist letting me know he wants more. I then open his zipper more revealing John’s boxer with a huge boner underneath pointing up to John’s head. I lick over his boxers the length of his dick and John moaned a bit louder.

“Baby you’re going to make me cum with all this teasing” John’s out of breath tone just made me keep going. I then placed both of my teeth on each side of John’s thick cock and started going up and down the whole length slowly. I look up and see John grabbing his hair with both hands his arm muscles bulge to their fullest almost ripping through his shirt. My guess is he was trying so hard not to cum too early. I gently rub my teeth along John’s cock over his boxers for a bit longer. Even though I was enjoying the sight of John trying not to cum I had to stop. I knew he was getting close to cumming because his legs started to shake.

I started to pull his pants down along with his boxers. John’s thick cock slammed to his stomach when it was released. As John’s pants were off I pulled off my shirt just so my skin can make contact with John’s skin. I place myself in between John’s legs with my face so close to his dick that I could feel the heat coming from that thing. John had his hands behind his head and he was looking at me almost devouring me with his eyes. I could see the lust and love in John’s eyes and something told me that this was the best pre-sex he’s ever had.

Now the fun really begins as I take one of John’s balls into my mouth. To my surprise John is smooth between his legs. His hair above his junk is nice and trim with the same dark blond hair color to match. John’s heavy breathing returns when I start taking both his balls into my mouth. I lick and kiss his balls for a couple of minutes while listening to John’s heavy breathing. I start to move up and stick out my tongue. My tongue glides all the way up to the top of John’s dick. I wrap my mouth around his head and start bobbing up and down slowly. I love the way John’s thick head pops out of my lips. I focus on his head for a couple of seconds as John’s heavy breathing fills the room and his hands are grabbing his hair once more. “Oh baby just like that” John tell me out of breath.

I start to move further down his cock but only can take half of it into my mouth. His cock is so thick that I can’t even make myself take anymore than just half way down. John didn’t seem to notice he was on cloud nine. I played with his dick a bit longer bobbing my head and allowing my tongue to massage John’s dick at the same time. “I am about to cum baby” John said but I stop and let his thick dick drop on top of his stomach. John looks at me kind of disappointed. “Not yet” I say seductively to John. John then understood what my intentions were. I didn’t just want to suck his dick I wanted him inside of me.

John then gave a seductive smile himself. John grabbed my arms and pulled to him with ease onto his lips. I was so into the kiss that I didn’t notice that John was taking off my pants. John then kissed me in such a way that made my body melt. John gently placed me on my stomach while he moved my jeans from my legs. John took off his shirt “My turn” I heard John say in my ear. I could feel his hard thick dick rubbing in between my butt cheeks. John played with my ear with his mouth sucking it into his mouth or licking it. John also was moving his hips back and forward making his thick cock rub in-between my cheeks.

I loved the feeling of his chest and abs on my back. John’s skin was soft on the outside but hard on the inside which I can’t get enough of. “I’ll take care of you baby just relax and enjoy the ride” John tells me as he moves to the back of my neck. John places gentle kisses all along my back while still descending down my body. John reaches my ass and plants two kisses on both of my cheeks. John then starts licking in between my cheek which felt amazing. With each lick John got deeper in between my cheeks until he reached my hole. I was holding onto the bed sheets for dear life as John’s tongue penetrated through my hole. I try not to moan but several of them escaped my lips. I lifted my ass higher so John can get deeper and John buried his face deeper into me.

John’s tongue kept making me moan sometimes louder than the last. I knew John liked when I moan because when I did he would bury his face deeper into my hole. I moaned his name and this time it was my turn for my breathing to become uneven. John held on tight to my hips as he kept working on my hole. I could have stayed like this forever but I wanted John inside of me. John must have been thinking the same thing as I was because he stops digging into my hole with his tongue. John kissed me all along my back again as he was coming up to kiss me. We kiss for a long time forgetting that we need oxygen to survive. “I want you John” I say in a whisper still trying to catch my breath. John kept kissing me but I felt him move into position behind me.

The next thing I know John’s cock is resting right outside my hole. “Are you sure about this?” John asks me again. In response I push back and John’s head enters me. I moan in pain into the pillow. “Are you okay baby? Do you want me to pull out?” John’s concern made the pain go away. I pushed again a bit a time. It felt like John’s thick cock was tearing me apart and my hole was on fire. I don’t know how I took John’s cock with ease the first time but then again I was pretty drunk.

In an effort for me not to focus on the pain John started kissing my neck. John knew that my neck was my weakness. It did help but the pain was still there. I felt relieved when I could feel John’s pubes on my ass. I can’t believe all of John’s thick cock was inside of me. “How are you doing baby?” John whispers in my ear. “Just give me a second to get use to it” I say with my eyes close and trying to relax. “Take all the time you need” John says while kissing my neck. After a few minutes I began to move my hips and pleasure followed. John got the message and started moving his hips at slow pace.

I could feel every inch of the monster inside of me and I loved it. John wrapped his arms around my chest and his movement got a little faster. John once again was playing with my ear sucking it into his mouth. I moaned the pleasure was just so intense. John moved his hands down my body and started rubbing my dick. His hand movements match his hips movements and it was beginning to be too much. I moan John’s name a couple of times until I exploded in his hand and on my bed sheet. John then pulled out of me and used my cum as lube.

John turned me around on my back “Hold on to me” he said seductively. John lifted me up and we were face to face. John has his knees on the bed and we were kissing. John then stuck his thick cock into me once more. There was a lot of pressure and the pain was minimal now. John’s thrusts were deeper than before. It’s at this time that I realize that John can’t play nice anymore he was going to own my ass. John’s thick cock slammed deeper into me and the clapping sound our skin made when they clash together was such a huge turn on. We were still kissing but both of us were out of breath.

“I am going to cum baby” John said in between kisses. I stuck my tongue into his mouth and this send John over the edge. John almost growled a deep growl that came from with him. All the lust and love he had for me were filling me inside. I love it when John cums because his deep growl adds some dominance to him that I never knew. John must have had his own large orgasm because I could feel cum dripping down my hole. We kissed for a while longer until both of us were breathing normally. John waited until he was flaccid to pull out. My hole felt sore as hell just like the first time but this time it was worth it.

There is a thin layer of sweat covering both of our bodies. John’s scent is so strong and manly but it doesn’t dominate my nose. John’s kisses grow lighter until he stops and looks at me. “I love you…you’re mine” John says and kisses my nose. I kiss him passionately letting him know that I love him too. John then picks me up from the bed and walks to the bathroom. John turns on the water and this time he waits a bit until going into the tub. The warm water falls in between our bodies but not once did our lips part from each others. John washed my body very gently but with assertiveness. I put my hands on his strong chest and kissed him more passionately.

Once both of us were cleaned I changed my bed sheets and laid down next to John. His blue eyes were on mine while his right arms served as my pillow. John caressed my cheek with his left hand and I kissed it every time it got close to my mouth. There really were no words to say I felt infinite love for John. In a silent agreement we were in love with each other and we were a couple. I fell asleep in John’s chest while his left arm wrapped around my back.

It was close to dawn when my phone started to vibrate. I took in a deep breath and curse if it was Monica I would kick her ass. I could tell the phone went to voicemail but then after a few seconds it started to vibrate again. I turned around gently as to not disturb John. I grabbed the phone from my pocket and looked at it. There was only a number on the display and it made my heart stop. I know this number and I know who is calling me. It’s not Jake because I doubt Jake knows my number. It’s someone close to me that I wish he wasn’t. It’s someone that I hate but yet I love. It’s someone from my past. Someone who I don’t want John to know about. We share the same blood.

Part 5 Coming Soon…………

*** Just as a bonus when you are at the sex scene play this song. “Weapon by Matthew Good” It’s the song I was hearing when I wrote the sex scene. I like how in the beginning its start slow and sweat and then it just takes off from there. The lyrics are more from John’s perspective (I think). What do you think? I am open to hearing songs you recommend. I sometimes use them to help me write.