I love my best friend

I came home and slammed my bookbag on the floor. I sat on my bed and put my hands into my head. Nothing seemed to be working out for me.I was eighteen years old and I just broke up with my 8th girlfriend that year. She said "Blake, you aren't 'passionate' enough for me". Just like every other girl I've dated. I mean I was good looking, blonde hair, blue eyes, 6'1". I never actually felt anything for her though; or any of the other girls. I've fooled around with girls but it was nothing. I guess I hadn't found the right girl yet. I doubted that I ever would.

I heard a tapping on my window. I looked out and it was my best friend Austin. He had brown hair, slim, 5'9". I wiped the tears away from my eyes and opened the window. He smiled as he gestured if he could come up. I nodded yes and left the window open. Austin came to my house on a regular basis. His parents worked late most nights and he got bored of being alone. So he stayed the nights at my house a lot. Austin finally pulled through the window and crashed into the room. I laughed because he did this every single time. He got and sat on a chair. He looked at me and saw my eyes were puffy from crying. "Whats up?" He asked with a look of concern on his face. I couldn't help it and tears started to run down my cheek. I finally choked out "I broke up with Maddi today". I paused as I took a shaken breath. "Whats wrong with me?" I asked him as I buried my head in my knees.

Austin got up and sat next to me on my bed. He put his hand on my shoulder looked me in the eyes. I looked away. He moved my face again and said "Listen to me, dude there is nothing wrong with you." I liked the way his hands felt on my face. That scared my so I moved his hands away. "You need to tell that to someone else" I said as he looked at me in disbelief. He shook his head "you. You're amazing, you're nice, you're compassionate" he started to say something else but couldn't. "What?" I asked. I wiped the tears out of my eyes and he leaned closer to me. I didn't know what was going to happen but I did know that I didn't want it to stop. I inched forward a bit. He was only centimeters away from my face. Finally he moved in and our lips met. The craziest sensation filled my stomach and I liked it. His lips moved on top of mine and I didn't draw back. I didn't want to.

I was making out with my best friend. My best guy friend. I felt his tongue slip inside my mouth and I followed his lead. I slowly laid back on the bed and he got on top of me. He drew back and took his shirt off. I had seen his body before when we went to the pool but never like this. He was beautiful. He kissed me again and took my shirt off. We switched positions and I was on top and took the lead. I unbuckled my belt and started to unzip my pants. I looked at Austin and he nodded for me to continue. I pulled off my pants and then his. We french kissed in our boxers for a while. I could feel myself getting hard and I felt him too. He got on top again and took a deep breath. He pulled of my boxers. I had been with girls before and I had never felt anything like this. My heart was beating uncontrollably fast. He started at it started to move toward my dick, I felt his mouth on me and I grabbed onto to bed sheet and stared at the ceiling so I wouldn't scream.

I felt myself getting harder. Austin started to suck on my dick. He continued and it was the best feeling I had ever experienced, his hot moist mouth licking at my balls. I came, my cum was all over him. He took off his own boxers and started to rub it into his own dick. He moved close to my face and grabbed the back of my head. He took my head and put it on his dick. He held on the the back of my head and moved it up and down on his dick, and I liked it. At first I gagged but the I got used to it in my mouth. I got the hang of it and I held on as I sucked it. Cum exploded in my mouth. I didn't know what to do and then Austin gently said "swallow". I did and it tasted pretty tangy, but not bad. He then moved and turned upside down. He started to suck me and I sucked him too. We came at the same time. Me being a teenage boy knew exactly what 69 was. I sucked until my jaw ached. I stopped and then he turned right side up.

His chest was heaving and then he straddled me. He jacked off both of our penises at the same time. Then he spread my legs apart and lifted my ass up. I have to admit that I was kind of scared. He was going to be inside of me.. I felt his dick starting to go inside me. He pushed it in further I started to scream and he kissed my neck to make me feel better. I bit the pillow as he went in further and further. He could eventually go in and out without any trouble. It felt so good. He eventually came inside me, got tired and laid beside me. He tucked my hair behind my ear and and we kissed again. His lips were so soft. "I love you" I whispered as I dozed off to sleep.

When I woke he was gone. That didn't bother me. I'd expected this because his mom would be home. I kept thinking about what happened. How it felt and how I wanted to happen over and over again. I smelled the pillow next to me. I was in love with my best friend. I was gay. At least it explained why I had no luck with the ladies I thought as I dozed off to sleep.