Just Friends: Part 3

I moaned lightly as Jay kissed the tip of my cock and began rolling his tongue around the head. My legs trembled and I propped my top half up on my elbows to watch my 'straight' best friend cover my dick with his soft lips. I sighed and ran my fingers through his hair as he began sucking, bobbing his head up and down my shaft.

He seemed to be really into it. A few "mmm"s escaping his lips. I could hear these wet sloppy sounds, like he was feasting on my hard cock. It felt amazing as it pulsed inside his mouth. "Ooh Jay don't stop!" I moaned as my toes curled and my legs trembled. He glanced up at me and smiled round my dick, loving the fact he was making me feel so good. His sucking technique was amazing, sucking slowly and roughly on the tip then sweeping down my shaft softly with his mouth. The variation was killing me with pleasure! It was wonderful, but I wanted more. I pushed his head up, leaned down and kissed him fiercely. "

Your turn baby" I hissed seductively and rolled him over so he was underneath me. I dragged my nails along his muscled chest and leaned forward to suck on his small, hard nipples. I dragged my tongue across the little buds and nibbled them gently. He had these small fine hairs around his nipples however I couldn't feel them at all in my mouth which was perfect.

I licked from the centre of his chest down to his belly-button, over it and then fallowed the trail of hair from his stomach to his pubic hair. Unbuttoning his trousers I pulled them down along with his boxer shorts. He was already hard with a good amount of pre-cum seeping out of his cock. He looked delicious and I wasted no time gobbling him up. I gripped his dick and squeezed it while running my tongue up and down his cock wildly.

Jay's body heated up the second he felt my mouth come in contact with his rigid shaft. I began flicking my tongue against the bare, sensitive head, tickling it gently, smiling to myself as Jay's body shook and he began panting. He was so big. I loved the way he filled my mouth, drool coming out the corners of my mouth as I began to take him down my throat. Jay grunted and pushed my head down so that his solid member slid deeper into my mouth. I nearly gagged but managed to control myself. His pre-cum dribbled all over my tongue making my mouth water and making me moan with lust.

I pulled my mouth up, his cock was shiny and dripping wet from my mouth. Jay had a hunger in his eyes as I turned round and sat on his stomach. I felt him reach up and rub my back. I backed up so that my ass was above his face and began to lower myself down, I was expecting his lips round my cock but instead, using his hands to spread my cheeks apart he jabbed my hole with his tongue. I squeeled with delight and began sucking on his giant dick once again.

I loved the way his tongue felt squeezing up inside me. It was a new and weird experience but it felt amazing all the same. My legs trembled and my mouth dropped open, causing his penis to fall out my mouth, I threw my head back and let out a high pitched moan before pushing his head away and turning round to face him, my legs either side of his hips. Hovering over his body I gripped on his dick and pointed it up towards me. Jay gave me a cheeky grin and held onto my hips to steady me. I lowered myself down until I felt the head of his cock poking against my ass, I lined him up to my hole and began forcing myself down slowly, feeling it spread my opening.

There was a sharp pain causing me to let out a small scream as the head slipped inside me. "Ouch..." I sighed as I took more of him inside me. It was an easy entrance as he was nice and lubed with my spit, it just hurt, him being rather large. My cock hardened rapidly and I bit my lip as his shaft rubbed inside me. I sat there for a while, trying to cope with what my body was going through. I felt like I could cum right now this second, but then i'd loose my drive. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself then raised my body. I lifted half way up his dick and then slid back down causing him to let out a short grunt of pleasure. He took hold of my hips and began to push up inside me making me take more than I was ready for. My eyes rolled back inside my head as I dug my nails into the skin on his muscled chest.

"Yes!" I scream, my body was heating up quickly as he drove himself deeper and harder inside me. I opened my eyes and looked down at Jay, his beautiful eyes were closed and he was pouring with sweat, his cheeks and nose flushed slightly red from the heat our bodies were creating as they moved together. Suddenly Jay gave a hard upwards thrust hitting my prostate. My body shook and gave way causing me to fall side ways and falling on to my front, Jay's dick sliding out of me. However Jay wasted no time rolling over an pouncing back ontop of me. He quickly lined his dick up with my hole and slid inside me once again.

I moaned loudly and tilted my head back, moving back against him, meeting his thrusts with my own. Jay reached underneath me with his left hand and began stroking my cock, his other hand gripped onto my side as he pushed deeper and harder inside me. Yet again my eyes rolled back inside my head and my toes curled. I bit my lip and let out a final moan as Jay's large spongey head rubbed against my prostate. He let out a grunt and held himself inside me as my hole squeezed around him. My whole body trembled and I saw a white flash behind my closed eyes.

My hard cock began spraying cum all over the grassy floor beneath me. At the same time Jay stopped moving all together and I felt his cock squirt inside me. It felt warm and gooey as it laced my insides. "Oh God..." I mumbled as Jay slid out of me, I was absolutely exaughsted. I rolled over to a clean dry patch of grass and looked up at Jay who was smiling down at me.

"Are you okay?" he whispered to me as he reached for his t-shirt.

"Yes, i'm fine" I sighed with happiness. I watched him pick up my underwear and attempt to put them on me. I raised my legs to help him put them on and chuckled as he did so. I put on my t-shirt as well while Jay dropped down beside me and lay on his back, staring up at the sky. I crawled over to him and placed my head on his chest feeling his heart beat slow down from his orgasm until it was at a steady pace.

We lay in silence for about ten minutes, it was pretty warm considering it was mid February in England, I could hear the birds singing in the trees. Suddenly a thought came into my mind and I couldn't stop myself from saying it "I think I love you" I whispered gently, waiting patiently for his reply. When I was met with silence I looked up to see Jay with his eyes closed, he was asleep and hadn't heard me. Perhaps i'd tell him some other time...

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Jay.

But I had heard him. I remained calm in appearance but to be honest inside I was freaking out big time. My gay bestfriend Harry thinks he loves me. How the hell did this happen? This isn't how I wanted things to turn out. I had never for a second expected to kiss Harry, let alone have sex with him, TWICE. I lay with him on top of me, staring at the sky, breathing deeply, just thinking everything over and over again. I lay there for a good hour, just panicking silently. My back became numb and so I reached down and shook Harry gently. He opened his big sleepy eyes slowly and looked up at me.

He smiled at me and I forced a smile back. Harry pulled himself to his feet, "God how long did we sleep for?" he muttered and began to slowly make his way towards my car. I checked my phone "just over an hour" I replied, I was slightly confused, Harry seemed to be acting normal, talking to me like I was a normal friend not someone who had just hinted at the fact he loved me. Perhaps it was just post-sex talk, it does after all make you pretty emotional when done with the right person.

"Well I don't know about you Harry but i'm absolutely starving!" I said, opening the car door.

"Yes we did work up quite an appetite!" he laughed and grinned at me. My stomach jolted slightly. It felt weird when we actually talked about the fact we'd had sex, even though at the time it felt very natural.

"W-what do you say we go get some dinner?" I replied, trying to keep my voice steady. I pulled out of the stables and made my way towards town. We drove in silence. Harry seemed perfectly fine, humming to the song on the radio and tapping his fingers to the beat. I felt kind of awkward, "Stop thinking about it!" I thought. However I couldn't stop, no matter how hard I tried it was impossible to get it out of my head. "You've had sex with another guy twice now Jay...this isn't you, you love women and always have!" I tried to drum that into my head but I was still doubting myself.

There was no way I was gay, I wasn't attracted to men and I didn't have feelings for Harry. I loved him as a friend, we always had a fun time and I could tell him anything. But as far as relationships went there was nothing there, I only felt lust for him when I was horny...Wow I felt like a asshole. But it was true...I was happy to have sex with Harry if it made us both feel good and I wouldn't want us to ever stop being best friends, but love? That was just out of the question.

I drove into the car park and we found a spot straight away. I was grateful it wasn't busy so that I didn't have to drive round and round for ages trying to find somewhere to park. We decided that we just wanted something simple like a pizza, we were both starving and didn't want something that would take them ages to cook. We were shown to our table right away, there weren't many people inside but I felt as if everyone here was staring at us. I tried to ignore it however my slight paranoia didn't seem to dispear.

Two large pizzas and a huge bowl of ice cream later Harry and I left the restaurant. It was already dark outside and the chilly February breeze whipped through our short hair, I noticed Harry's cheeks were turning pink with cold and so I took off my coat and gave it to him. Our town centre was very beautiful at night, the bushes and trees were lit with small white lights and there were small fountains right down the middle of the high street. Harry put on my Jacket, smiled at me and then slid his fingers between mine. I tried to act calm as he held tightly on to my hand.

What the hell was he doing? I suddenly realized that I was really acting like a boyfriend to Harry. Kissing him, having sex with him, driving him around, taking him for dinner...I was only making this worse. A group of people walked out of a resturant further up the street. I soon realized it was a few of our friend's from college.

"Jay! Harry!" a girl named Sophia called and the whole group turned to look at us. We were pretty far away so I wasn't sure if they were able to see the hand-holding business going on but I panicked all the same. I casually went to pull my hand away but Harry held on and stood there as the group made their way towards us.

"Harry...let go of me..." I hissed, once again trying to pull away.
"No Jay, don't be stupid, we have to tell them at some point" he said, smiling sweetly at me.

"Harry let go of my hand!" I said a little louder, my palms began to get sweaty and my stomach was tying up in knots as a ton of my friends, friends who thought I was a ladies man were closing the space between us.
"Jay, it's okay, I know your nervous it must be very difficult for you to come to terms with it all, but i'm here to support you!" he said with a very concerned but reassuring voice.

"HARRY GET THE FUCK OFF ME!" I yelled and pushed him hard in the chest. The slender boy held his ground, stumbling back slightly, but not falling over like I thought he would. I probably winded him badly but I had no time to find out. I was off. I spun round and began sprinting towards the car park away from Harry and our friend's. I must of looked like a complete freak, running like a mad man but I couldn't help it. I was so frightened of what they would of thought. I practically dived into the lift and hit the button that said: Floor 2. I hurried towards my car, jumped in and started the engine. What the fuck was Harry doing the selfish bastard! I thought as I drove out of the car park and down the road as quickly as I could.

How could he do this to me?! This was clearly his plan all along, turn me into a faggot so that we could be together. Because that's what 'his kind' do, they want to make us all like them so that they can play their games. It's disgusting, he's disgusting! I made sure there was no one around and steadied to a hault. For the second time over Harry I slammed my head against the stiring wheel.

"Listen to yourself Jay!" I growled to myself. I couldn't believe I had just thought those things. Getting all homophobic over it all, blaming others for what I was. "But what are you Jay?" I questioned. I raised my head and looked at myself in a mirror. Suddenly a smile crossed my face, "Your a man Jay. You like drinking beer, watching the football, but most importantly you like WOMEN, and that's the most important thing...But you had sex with a man, and you liked it? So you like men right? No...Yes...No?!" I suddenly screamed out loud. It was all spinning round and round in my head. I had no idea what was wrong or right anymore. Just get home and sleep it off, everything will be better in the morning...

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Hey everyone, I know it's been a while since I posted a story but i've been really, really busy and have neglected my stories for a while. Really sorry about that, please comment and let me know what you think of this chapter. I know it's pretty short but to be honest I wanted to get this part out before I left it stupidly long, even though i'm sure it's been way over a month :/. Next part of Sammie's Choice should be out soon! :)