Simple person, great love

I turned sixteen, and looked a mixture of dad and mom, I was almost 6 foot tall ,hairy, baby blue eyes, pretty face, more of a blond, wasn’t really built, but those home sit-ups and push-ups really showed in me. Grandmother started getting sick, there was no time for me to have relation ships with a girl, cause I couldn’t leave home and leave grandma by herself. I got used to it, I go to school, come back to study, and take care of my grandmother. Anyhow, by the time I was in collage she passed away. I was all by myself. By that time, I was strictly addicted to my routine life, which meant studying, and more studying, however, I hade my flirts with girls through collage, but nothing serious. I might get laid once a week or once a month, it doesn’t matter to me, cause when ever I get tensed I’ll stroke my wily. By the time I was in the senior year, studding took my time, but when I graduated first in my class, everything paid off and Offers started to come to me.

One of the offers for a job was really good so I accepted it and had a contract of 2 years. back in my mind I new that I was rich, and clever, but the market is so tough for beginners and I couldn’t start my own company with out knowing the secrets in being successful, so, my real life started and I worked in the company made good connections and by the end of the 2 years I was ready to hit the road by myself.

I started my own company, had my ups and downs, but tough days are over know. After 4 years of hard work, I accomplished to own one of the most respected architect companies the only thing that was missing was a family. That was my story till the moment. Justin is right; I have to start living my life. I’m 27, it’s just about time.

Next morning, I woke up, dressed in my three piece suit, and started my day to work, entered the office, and saw my secretary Brenda who was one of the first people who joined my company, she had a miserable life when she first applied to work, no one will employ her, but I saw kindness along with professionalism in her and decided to give her a chance and she proved me right.

"Good morning Brenda" I said
"Good morning Mr Richard, are you ready for a busy day" Brenda said with here thick glasses dropping to the mid of here nose.
"Ah Brenda, I guess not" I said.
"And why is that" she said while preparing some of the files to be taken to my office.
"Well, I think I have been very hard on myself lately, and I should get a vacation" I said while sitting on the edge of here desk with my hands crossed.
"Hard on yourself!!!! Vacation! What’s happening to you today? Are you sick?" she said while purring coffee on a cup to get it along with the files to my office.

I went to my office and Brenda followed with the files and the coffee, placed them on my desk and got a note book out, and started reading my schedule to me which started with staff meeting, then the investors, and while leaving she turned and said

"Oh Mr Richard I got a call from Mr Kevin Bocher office asking for a meeting, shall I put him for 4 o’clock".
"I thought we finish at 4"i said with a smile.
"But you always stay late, and Kevin Bocher owns one of the biggest legal firms in the area. I’m sure he is in for a big project "she said.
"I told you I am going to be nice to myself from know on, and not work over time, and since I’m not in a mood of working hard just cancel the staff meeting. I can’t lecture them in sincerity of the job which I’m not to it today myself" she looked at me weirdly when I said that, turned and left, then pulled in again and said
"Do I have to call a doctor?"
“No Brenda I’m fine"

I left the office early that day, went home, relaxed and then went to a pup to have a drink, and see if I could get laid. Unfortunately, I had lost the spark in talking to women, I could not do it, and I just sat there with my drink and never spoke to anyone. What was wrong with me, in collage girls used to be nicer and looked happier, not mentioning they throw themselves at me. I left that day, and went home, slept and woke up to start my day. When I reach the office, Brenda started the same way, coffee, files, and reading me my schedule and then asked me.

"When do you want to see Mr Kevin bocher, they called again?"
"Do I have any openings today?"
"No Mr Richard you don’t".
"Then see if he can make it at 4".
"I thought you stopped working after the office hours".
"Well, I changed my mind and I am going to start again, do you mind?"
"You know I don’t Mr Richard” Brenda said and I felt her voice was filled with kindness.

I started my day and every thing went really well, by 3 I had the worst headache I had ever had in my life, however, I just tried to ignore it, but it really hurt. I was done by 4, and I started wrapping up when Brenda came in and saw me.

"Getting ready to leave Mr Richard"
"Yeah I have the worst headache today"
"I hate to be the one to tell you this, but Mr Kevin is waiting"
"Oh shit, I forgot about him, I guess no pain no gain Brenda, well send him in"

I squeezed my head to make it fell better, but the pain was there, I laid my head to the back and then to the front, but no use. I looked out of the window and I heard a knock at the door.

"May I come in? "A thick voice asked

I turned to the door and saw a human I could never describe with word. he was tall, not less than 6 foot, dark hair, deep blue eyes that make you drawn, tanned skin, a hunk wearing three piece suite, he was dressed head to toe. how could anyone be so good looking ,how could God create someone so beautiful, what is this creature I’m looking at is he an angel .oh for heaven sacks, I tried to stop thinking of how he looked and I spread my hand to shack his, but by the time he touched me, my heart almost got out of my chest, It started pounding so fast that he could have hearted it, I let go, I could not bare the fallings ,it was a mixture of being pleasure and fear. It was heaven on earth, it was anxiety of love. I got panic, I couldn’t bare the felling looking at him, I’m not sure if he realized, but I could not stand on my foot looking at him, I had to sit and I had to keep my eyes away from him.

"how may I help you mr Kevin” I said that and thought what a relief that I could speak again, but it was weird when ever our eyes meet, I couldn’t hear him, darkness falls, and the only thing that I see is him sitting, his mouth moves, but I could hear nothing.

"excuse me” I said and walked to the toilet, locked the door, started the cold water, and laid my hand under it, started washing my face, but I could not believe it, as soon as I closed my eyes, his face appeared .kept asking myself , something happened since I saw that guy out there, I couldn’t feel my legs, my headache was gone, but I had difficulties breathing, some kind of felling was in my stomach , nothing of this kind happened to me before, what on earth is going on, worried about myself, I suddenly heard a knock on the door it was Brenda.

"Mr Richard, Mr Richard is everything all right in there, Mr Richard please answer me"
I had to pull myself together
"I’m fine Brenda; I’ll be out in a second"
I came out and saw here standing beside Kevin, I tried to avoid looking at him and I succeeded
"You are not feeling well today Mr Richard "Kevin asked me in a very warm voice.
"How did you know that” shockingly I asked him with a kind of an attitude looking at the papers on the desk to avoid looking into his eyes.
"Mrs Brenda told me, would you like us to fix another appointment?" he asked nicely.
"yes please” I stood up, shook his hand, and by the time I looked into his eyes my heart started pounding again. he left, and Brenda came asking if I needed anything, I thanked her and wished her a pleasant evening, I drove my car heading home but his face kept appearing in my mind, I kept asking myself what is it that made me this way, was I sick, I mean my heart beats are not stable I have this weird pain in my stomach, is it that I’m sick or what.

I reached home, I didn’t want anything to eat, I just wanted to go to bed, therefore, I went to have a shower, and when I let the water run through my body, I had to close my eyes, and there he was, looking at me with his magical looks. I went to bed, I started to ask myself all sort of questions, kept wondering about myself, was I genuinely fascinated with Kevin, am I falling in love, what about my past life, my beliefs, I was attracted to girls, I had couple of relationships although none of them turned serious, there was chemistry between me and the girls, was it all fake. I knew that I was head of heals in love with this person. I fell for him without me knowing it. I didn’t think I was gay by that time, but life has its weird way in managing people’s destiny, and I decided to surrender to Kevin’s love. When I woke up, I was too tired to go to work, after all, last night my whole sexuality has changed, so I decided to cancel my appointment. I called Brenda and asked here to do the necessity and since it was Friday, I wished her a nice weekend.