Steel and Cement The Conclusion

As Kevin did the work his mother wanted, he kept thinking of Darren. He thought of how Darren had made him feel. Kevin felt empty inside, not just the sex, but the laughs and fun. He wondered if Darren had a new cellie. He got jealous thinking about Darren being buddies with some one else.

He was trying to write Darren a letter when his mom came home. She snatched the letter out of his hands.

She screamed about him writing to some one in jail. She told him to get out. Kevin had been thrown out a lot in his life time. He went to pack his few things. His mother followed, screaming and cussing. She drew back her hand and hit him.

Kevin felt the sting of her hand as she slapped him. He gave her a look that she had never seen. It was a look of total hate and disgust. She hurried away from him, she was thinking he was on drugs.

Kevin packed all his things into one trash sack. He threw it over his shoulder and walked out of the house he had grown up in. He didn’t care, he didn’t have Darren, he didn’t care. He walked to the closest church.

He went inside and found a large lady at a desk. He looked at her, and said, “ I need help.”

Sister Sara looked at him, She saw a handsome boy, she saw the red hand print that suggested he had just been hit in his face. She did her job, she found him shelter and took him there.

Sara told him, “In the morning, boyo, be prepared, I’ll find you some work!”

Sister Sara kept her promise. She found Kevin a job. Kevin worked hard, and in a few weeks he managed to get a small place to live.

Kevin got a lot of hours, his job was at a fast food place, and he worked when ever they needed him. He worked because when he was not at work, he thought about Darren.

Kevin had been out of jail for 5 weeks. He had written hundreds of letters to Darren, but had never mailed one of them. Kevin was off work, and was looking at all the letters he had written and never sent. He tried to start a new letter, a better one.

He wrote, ‘Hi, buddy! How are you?”

He ripped the letter up. It was Wednesday, a visiting day at the jail. Kevin thought about calling a taxi but he was saving his money so he could help Darren when he got out. He needed to see his buddy. He figured Darren had a new buddy. But he couldn’t forget Darren.

Kevin decided he needed to end this, just like he had ended it with his mother. Kevin started walking towards the jail. It was 3 miles from his small apartment. Kevin had on his best shirt and shorts. As he walked in the hot sun light, Kevin’s shirt began to cling to his body.

Kevin was admitted to the jail visiting room. He sat in the cool room, his nipples grew hard from the cold air against his sweaty chest.

Darren was wakened by the guard telling him he had a visitor. Darren figured it was a mistake, but he went anyway. He followed the guard. Darren stared, his dick felt a blood rush as he saw Kevin.

Darren saw a slightly different Kevin. He was thicker. Darren sat down, and looked through the Plexiglas window. He grinned, and said, “Kev!”

Kevin grinned back, all he could do is grin, his throat couldn’t produce sound as his heart thudded.

“Dude, you been really working out, huh” Darren asked.

Kevin still couldn’t speak, his throat was in a lump. His heart was thudding.

Darren was amazed and shocked by the visit, but he kind of understood how Kevin was feeling. Darren knew that Kevin had been mistreated. He felt bad about the sex he had forced on Kevin. He had missed it everyday and had felt so bad that he had just jacked off in the shower every since.

Darren said, “Buddy, you been working out! Man, you have filled out! I bet all the women are after you!”

Kevin was still speechless, he shook his head in the negative way. Tears filled Kevin’s eyes as he managed to say, “I miss you, buddy!”

Darren looked at Kevin closely. “Is your mom giving you a bad time, Kev?”

Kevin could speak now that it wasn’t sexual. “No! I don’t live there! I got my own place, I got a real job!”

“Good for you, buddy!” Darren said. “So tell me about your woman.”

Kevin’s heart fell to his stomach, but he answered truthfully, “ I just think of you, buddy.”

Darren stared at the kid. Darren had decided to never have sex with a punk again after the sex he had with Kevin. No kid could make sex like this teen that had even came to visit him.

Darren looked around, and he let the truth come out, “I miss you too, buddy.”

Kevin blurted out, “You’re the only one!”

Darren looked deep into Kevin’s eyes, he saw truth, he decided to speak truth. “ I miss you so fucking bad, I miss you so fucking bad!”

Kevin said with a grin, “Not as much as I miss your old ugly purple headed dick!”

Darren said, “Oh, it’s like that, huh, buddy? My dick is ugly? It made you cum!”

Both of them laughed. They just looked deep into each others eyes and knew.

Kevin said, “Buddy? Did I ever tell you I love you?”

Darren said, “You showed it, I guess we’re both queer for each other, huh, bud?”

Kevin had never hoped for this, “Buddy?” was all he said.

Darren said, “You know what I mean, I miss you.”

Kevin said, “I miss you, too, not just the sex, it’s how you made me feel. I know your having sex all the time, but some of why I miss you is how you were nice to me.”

Darren’s face took on a mean look, he said, “Yeah, I liked raped you, and treated you like shit, and made you do things you hated!”

Kevin’s face turned dark red, he replied, “ I liked what you did.”

Darren and Kevin both looked down. Darren had never thought about a relationship with a punk, but he had feelings about this kid.

Darren said, “ I think about you all the time, buddy.”

Kevin laughed, “More of your game?”

Darren said, “Don’t go there, yeah it was game at first.”

Kevin said, “I know, I didn’t know then, but I know now you played me.”

Darren answered. “I did and you have played me right back!”

Kevin said. “No, I didn’t play. I did what I did because I wanted too. I love thinking about how we were together. Not just the sex, but talking, and the showers, and just the stuff.”

Darren said, “I really miss you, but I think you need to stick that big dick your packing up something!”

Kevin laughed, “If I do it’s your hairy ass, you are the only one!”

Darren looked into Kevin, he saw truth, and he decided the truth was the best, “Then you'll wait for me?”

Kevin smiled, “I’ve been waiting.”

Darren touched his hand to the glass that kept them apart, “Good buddy, cause I’ve been waiting on you. You are the first punk that has made me feel this way.”

“Punk?” Kevin challenged. “You better get your old ass out of here, if I keep working out, you’ll be my punk!”

The two laughed together, and both touched their lips to the shield of Plexiglas. As visit ended, both men were happy. Both men were in love and lust.