The Crossing - Expiation

"Are you sure?" he asked, cautiously, continuing to caress my thigh through my jeans.

"Yes, if you don't mind." I asked languidly.

"Okay, but this is your last one." he said firmly.

"Yes sir, officer." I replied, saluting him.

He grinned, slapping my thigh and got up. I watched him walk toward the car, turned and stared out over the water, a strange giddiness falling over me. A few minutes went by before he reappeared, surprising me since I didn't hear him come back. Handing me my drink, Billy sat down with the usual hand on the shoulder, and briefly rubbed my back once he was seated. I let him, "It was no big deal." I was thinking to myself, plus it felt pretty good damn it! Taking another large gulp of my drink, I leaned forward slightly in response to his gently back rub. I stayed in that position as he rubbed my lower back, working his way slowly up to my shoulder blades, and on to my shoulders. "Oh man, that feels good." I was thinking, downing the remainder of my drink in three gulps, and setting the cup to the side.

His hand was working magic on my muscles, which I was enjoying, and let him know so, "Ooh, that feels really good Billy. Where did you learn to do that?" I asked, docilely, moving my back under his touch.

"Oh that? I learned from my roommate who was majoring in sports training." he said, his voice soothing, as he caressed my back.

"That explains it." I remarked lazily, "He taught you well, it feels great."

"You like that huh?" he asked.

"Yes, very much." I answered, stretching.

"Well, if you like it that much, I can give you a massage. It's the least I can do for you letting me drive you car." he suggested.

"You won't hear me argue with you about it." I responded.

"Okay, let's take this shirt off, so I can do a good job." he said, pulling my golf shirt out of my jeans and over my head in one fluid motion. "Move up on the blanket, so your entire body is on it, and lay on your stomach." he instructed, sliding further up on the blanket alongside me. "You will be more comfortable if you take your shoes and socks off to let the blood circulate." he advised. It sounded reasonable to me, so I removed my Nikes and socks, rolled onto my stomach, and relaxed. Billy moved along side me, and knelt, resting his buttocks on his lower legs; he continued his previous massage, which totally relaxed me to point that my body was limp. His touch felt fantastic and it was definitely relaxing, as he worked my lower back and shoulders with his hands. My brain went into disconnect mode because I just lay there enjoying the sensation. Distantly, as if miles away, I heard a slight snap, and felt cool liquid hitting my back. I didn't move, frozen in place, as the silky substance gradually warmed to the point that I could not feel it. Billy's hand expertly worked in the liquid, and glided across my skin like it was floating on air. The sensation of his hand's movements over my back was incredible. Squirming with his every caress, I offered myself to his fluid hands, as they gently skated over my muscles.

"Does that feel good?" Billy asked.

"Oooh, are you kidding! It feels wonderful!" I replied, writhing under his touch.

"Well then, let me show you something you will really like." he suggested, excitedly.

"Okay! What is it?" I inquired, absently, not really caring what the answer was at this point.

"A full body massage!" he quickly replied.

"That sounds interesting." I remarked casually.

"Okay, now roll over on your back." he said, which I sluggishly managed to do.

Once on my back, I was vaguely aware of him unbuckling my belt, unfastening the top button, and unzipping my jeans. Without thinking, my hips came up off the ground to allow Billy to remove my jeans. It wasn't until I was told to roll back on my stomach, that I noticed my briefs were gone. So, here I was stark naked, in front of a guy I'd just met, and my "give a shit" factor was zero. Oh well! I lay the right side of my head on the blanket, my legs together and arms by my sides, and let him give me a massage. More of the liquid splashed across my buttock, and Billy artfully worked it into my cheeks and the back of my thighs. It was incredible the way he worked his palms and fingers into my muscles, removing the tension, and relaxing every fiber of tissue.

"What is that liquid you're using?" I asked him dreamily.

"It's just plain old baby oil big guy." He responded. "Is this still feeling good to you?" he queried, expectantly.

"Ohh God yes!" I replied.

His soft hands worked their way down the full length of my body, past my calves and ankles to the instep of my foot, where Billy performed a fantastic foot massage on both of my feet. He slowly worked his way back up to my cheeks using small circular movements of his fingers. His hands moved to the small of my back and hips, reversing direction. Completely relaxed, and docile, he dribbled oil down the crack of my ass. Normally, I would have been freaking, but I just couldn't work up the energy to get crazy about it, plus it was probably part of the full massage. Shortly, one hand moved smoothly down my crack, spreading the oil before it.
Billy applied a small amount of pressure to my inner thigh with his fingers, and I felt myself immediately open up for him. Very slowly, his hand ran down my ass crack to the base of my scrotum; an oily hand taking my balls in its hand, delicately massaging them, as the other hand ran up and down the length of my crack. He worked my balls very slowly in his oil slick hand for a long time, gradually causing my cock to grow erect against my stomach. Honestly, if you had told me a guy could get me hard I would have laughed at you.

Billy must have known he was making me erect because a single finger of his other hand began lightly circling my small brown orifice. Extremely slowly, the tip of his finger played around the outside of my puckered button, in concentric rings, working its way to the center and back out. He stopped caressing my little hole for a few seconds and then something slipped into my ass, the base of it pressing against my entrance. After a brief moment, I heard a long and loud "spluggg" before a cool silky fluid rushed into my anal cavity, and continued for a number of seconds before I heard a bottle sucking air back in. Admittedly, the silken feel of the oil as it coated the walls or my cavity was mind numbing, and somehow made me feel very sexy as it flowed deeply into my body.

The familiar finger tip was back and teasing my little hole once more. Billy's touch was agonizingly erotic, his single finger sliding the entire length of my crack and back. He darted around the entrance of my anal cavity for long minutes before I was aware that I was moving my ass in time to the movement of his finger. To my amazement, I was so aroused I moved my ass against his finger as he pressed lightly on the opening. This foreplay was driving me mad with passion, so much so, that I was reacting to the touch of a man.

"Oh God that feels wonderful" I blurted out, before I knew what I was saying.

All I hear was a low moan behind me as he massaged my balls ever so gently. Suddenly, the finger tip that had teased me mercilessly for so long darted partially into my little opening a quarter of an inch and retreated. I moaned with pleasure and raised my ass slightly as he pulled it out.

"Do you want it, you little slut? Do you want it?" he asked in a husky voice. "If you do, you have to ask for It." he said, seductively.

My eyes flew open and I thought, "What the fuck are you doing?" That was until his finger slid quickly in my ass up to the knuckle, and back out again.

"Oh God!" I blurted out.

Again, his finger thrust into me pressing downward on my prostate and slipped out.

"Oh my God! Ooooh, that feels fantastic." I caught myself saying aloud.

"You want more, you have to ask for It." he said with a labored voice.

"He's just as turned on as I am!" I thought.

Billy thrust another finger into me and I jerked involuntarily. Never would I have thought he could make want to fuck him, but here I was on the brink of giving myself to him. And the funny thing was that I wanted to fuck him!

"That settles it!" I said to myself, "I want this guy to make me come." I thought, as I heard the distinct sound of a zipper coming down, followed by the rustling of cloths, as his pull over shirt landed next to me. Briefly, his hands came off of me and I heard movement from behind; shortly his pants and briefs landed in a pile on top of his shirt. I grew increasingly nervous, not knowing what to expect next. "Does he want me to suck his cock? I can," I mused, "especially as fucking hot as he had gotten me! I'd suck his cock as long as he wanted as good as I felt right now." I said to myself.

My thoughts were interrupted as he grasped my balls once more, spreading my legs with his knees. This time his hand ventured below my balls, rubbing the soft area between the scrotum and base of my cock. His finger returned to my brown puckered button and worked it slowly again, bringing me quickly back to full arousal. My groin ached with anticipation as he rolled my balls in his hand. I was startled as his finger was replaced by a hot wet sensation probing my hole. It took a few seconds for me to realize that his tongue was dancing lightly around my anus. Initially, I didn't think much of it, but as he worked his little muscle around the rim, my arousal intensified. I pushed back into his tongue as he applied light pressure to my little hole. Beside myself with lust, I never heard a thing until something smooth, thick, and vibrating rapidly, slipped effortlessly into my rectum.

"Oooooh, oooooh, ahhh, ummmm, ahhh." I moaned, moving my ass into it as Billy held it in me.

He left it in me for a minute or so before thrusting in and out of my ass, repeatedly. While I was riding the large vibrator in my ass, he took the opportunity to remove his hand from my balls and slide it under my lifting abdomen, grasping my cock.

"Oh my Godddd, Billy!" I moaned loudly.

Wrapping his hand around my member, he held it in place as I stroked his hand; fucking both the vibrator and his oily hand. The feeling was unimaginable! I'd never had sex like this before and it was fantastic.

"Ooooooh, oooooh yes, ooooh yes, oooh yes!!!" I shouted increasingly louder.

He removed his hand from my cock, and it's a good thing because I was about to cream all over myself. Leaving the vibrator in my ass, Billy quickly rolled me over on my back, moved forward, and stuck the biggest cock I'd ever seen in my mouth; it had to be nine or ten inches long. My body was feeling so good I greedily sucked him in as far as I could and sucked hard on the thick throbbing flesh. Bending over and slightly forward, he moved in and out of my mouth, my head pinned between his large thighs. Not only could I feel precum oozing to the back of my throat, I could taste him. It was silky like oil only slightly salty; I liked the taste, and ran my tongue over the tip of his huge member when he pulled out far enough. He must have liked it because he began holding his cock head just inside my lips so I could run my tongue inside his slit and milk the precum, running my tongue along the bottom of his shaft at the head.

"Oh Josh, that's fantastic!" he yelled, as he drooled a nice sized glob of precum in my mouth, and then shoved his cock as deep as he could go.

My hands worked his hard muscular cheeks as he fucked my mouth. I was really enjoying sucking his hard tool; it was as exciting as anything I'd done sexually. My cock was rock hard and I knew now that I was going to fuck his ass if it was the last thing I ever did. My body craved his, and it wanted to be fucked! I lay underneath him sucking that beautiful piece of meat, and all I could think of was him fucking me up the ass. I didn't give a damn is he as guy or not, he made me feel sexy and fucking horny as hell, not woman ever made me feel this way, and I wanted him in me.

Billy shot another glob of silky fluid into my mouth and I slurped it down, savoring his taste. The vibrator was working dutifully on my ass, keeping my dick hard as stone. The sensations coming from my anal cavity were unbearable. I was thinking I was going to come from the vibrator stimulation, when Billy pulled out of my mouth moved down kissed my deeply, shoving his hungry tongue as far in my mouth as he could get it. He kissed me like he meant it, for a good five minute. There was more passion in his kiss than any girl I'd ever kissed, and I threw my arms around his neck pulling him into me. Billy sucked my tongue into his mouth and latched on to it, locking his lips over mine, moaning as his immense member road on my abdomen next to my own. Our sticky fluids felt wonderful on my stomach as we squirmed against each other in our excitement.

Ripping his mouth from mine, he grasped my head on each side and looking into my eyes for a brief moment, "Josh, I want to fuck you! Is that okay with you?" he asked eagerly, with lust filled eyes.

"Only if I can fuck you!" I replied, panting.

Without hesitating he said, "I want to fuck you up the ass, baby! Is that okay with you?" he asked again, his body trembling.

"Oh God Yes! I want you in my ass! It's all I've been thinking about! Please fuck me!" I screamed, gasping to catch my breath.

He moved off of me, grasping my waist, he turned me on my stomach. "Josh, raise up on your knees and keep your legs together." he instructed, quietly.

Doing as he asked, I brought my buttock up and back, keeping my torso up with my arms.

"Josh, that's good, but I want you to put your shoulders on the ground. It will make it easier for you at first. Once you feel okay you can raise up on your arms." he said softly, stroking his cock as he wanted me get into position. "That's it baby! Now, this is your first time so it's going to hurt a bit at first, but it will get better as you go. Are you ready for me." he asked, quite sweetly I thought.

"Oh God yes, I'm ready, I want you, I want you in me right now!" I begged him.

"Baby you are making me so hot, it's all I can do to keep from raping you!" Billy said hoarsely, stroking his cock harder as he spoke.

"Put it in me Billy, put it in me now, I'm so horny!! Just fuck me, my gigantic dicked man! RAPE ME, I want it in my ass!" I said delirious with lust for him.

Billy moved in behind me and quickly shoved his head into my little opening; it popped right in as my ass gripped it hard. "Oh baby you are a tight little virgin." he moaned.

"Ooooooh, oooh, oooh that feels good! You are so huge! I love it!" I rambled, as he shoved more of his huge tool into my small body.

"Ahhhhhwww, ooooooooooooohhh, shitttt" he muttered, shoving more of his flesh into my cavity.

He was filling me up and I could feel my ass stretching to accommodate him, when he stopped.

"What are you are doing B??" I cried, "Put it in me; put it all in me, please?" I begged.

Without a word his hands grasped my waist, there was a momentary pause, and he thrust his entire length in me. For a second blinding pain tore through my body, but after ten or fifteen seconds it had receded. The full length of his amazing large cock was embedded in my body, and he felt wonderful. His cock pulsed and throbbed inside of my ass and excited me beyond belief. I held still letting my body adjust to his enormous girth, and Billy obviously knew why I wasn't moving, and stayed perfectly still for as long as I did.

"Baby," his gentle voice coming from over my shoulder, "are you okay?" he asked, his voice exuding genuine concern.

"Oh yes, I'm alright. You feel wonderful B, I'm just getting use to your huge cock, but it's wonderful." I answered adoringly.

Billy loved my submissive tone and his cock responded by throbbing wildly within me. I let him know I appreciated by backing into him and wiggling my ass.

"Oh God Baby, you're going to get me so turned on!" he rasped.

"Oh my God, what do you call this? Warm ups?" I asked, squeezing his cock with my ass muscles.

He must have been really, really excited because he shot a load in me on the spot; I could feel the hot sticky goo flowing into my body. The big man's evident excitement caused me to go wild and begin back-humping his cock, pulling myself off and backing into him.

Billy grabbed my waist, taking control and thrusting into me repeatedly. His manhood in my ass felt like nothing I'd ever experienced before. The enormous length and girth of him was exciting me as it moved within my smaller body, and I loved the way he dominated me. It didn't seem like it could be any better than this; then he stopped, pulled out, rolled me on my back, and placing one of my legs in front of each of his arms, pushed them back, reached around and guided his enormous cock back into my ass. The new position was absolutely orgasmic; he pounded into my virgin ass with tremendous force. All I could do was grunt, each time his ten inch wonder slammed home. To the best of my recollection he fucked me hard for twenty or thirty minutes, and I loved the feel of his long thick member penetrating my body, but then I was a bit out of it at times. His relentless thrusting made me completely sex crazed; fantasizing that he was raping me, violating my body against my will, as he moved within me, I squirmed with lust. My cock leaked large quantities of precum over my abdomen. The fantasy was working to bring me to orgasm; however, before I could come, Billy suddenly tensed, went into a rapid succession of long deep penetrating stokes, and slammed into my smaller frame, very hard, shooting a huge load cum into my receptive body. His seed felt wonderful as he pumped more and more into my little love cannel. He pumped and, came, pumped and came, over and over; I wanted more, I wanted him to fill me up and make my stomach bulge. It was such a wonderful feeling for me, I hoped his cum would lead out of me all week. Or, at least until I could get another ass filling from him.

To my surprise Billy only hesitate a moment and continued stroking keeping his erection hard. Looking up at him, I smiled and asked, "Can you come in me again? I love it! I love the way you feel, and the way you fuck me B!" I said, squirming into him.

"You really do love this don't you?" he said surprised. "You're a natural bottom." he said smiling. "Baby I've never fucked anyone quite like you. You're very special!" he said softly. "You make love to me, Baby, you didn't just lay there." he said, surprisingly confused.

"I know, I feel something for you, and I wanted to let you know, so I guess that showed." I said, earnestly.

"You really did, didn't you!?" he said rhetorically. "I think we are going to have something really special, if you want pursue this, that is!" he said, questioningly.

"Yes, yes, I want to see where we go with this B, I want you to make love to me now and come in me again, please? Please fuck my little hole, my big hard man, please?" I begged him, shamelessly, wriggling against his cock.

Billy's cock grew tremendously hard inside me; it expanded and throbbed stretching my silky tunnel. I loved every second of it, as he lifted me off the blanket, in his huge arms, stood up embracing me, his cock still deeply embedded in my little hole, and secured his hold on my small body. It dawned on me what he wanted to do, so I wrapped my legs around him, which was his cue to stroke my body as he held me suspended in his large arms. I leaned in and kissed him passionately, shoving my tongue in his gaping mouth; the intensity of my kiss taking him by surprise, as I overwhelmed him with my lust and passion. Billy pulled me closely to him, returning my passionate assault on his mouth. The rock hard flesh moving within me was hot and wet, and wonderful. Cum was dripping out of my sloppy hole now as that huge member was forcing out the excess making room for the loads he was gradually dumping into my little body.

"B, you're coming a lot, do I make you feel good?" I asked, whispering in his ear.

"Ohhhh, oooooh Baby, you just have to whisper in my ear and I'll come in you!" he choked out, as he shot a load into my hot dark tunnel.

My ass squeezed his cock as hard as it could. I began contracting my muscles as he shoved himself back into me and gripping him as he moved out. His moans grew louder and louder, as his thrusts increased, until he kissed me hard, tensed, and slammed violently into my body for half a minute, shooting a large quantity of his thick white seed into me. I could feel his fluids fill me as he pulled out and held me suspended in his arms; my body pressing tightly to him. The sound of his cum dripping out of my ass, hitting the ground in large wet plops, seemed very loud in the stillness of the night air. I felt complete with part of him still deeply within me. There was something between us, and I felt it very strongly, the last time he came in me. He felt it too, because his touch became tender and his body melted into mine, as he gently caressed me. He cared for me in some deep way; I knew that, it wasn't something I could talk about until he did. My feelings for him were also deep, I just didn't know where they would lead us, but I was going to stick around and see what happened. In my mind, you were supposed to feel guilty about making love to another man, or that's what I'd read, but I didn't have any of those emotions; I wanted him to fuck me again, and it felt good! Guilty? Shit, I loved it! His voice broke my chain of thought as he whispered in my ear.

"Baby, I'm going to lay you back on the blanket so hold on to me." he told me tenderly.

I could hear his affection for me in his voice as he gently placed me on my back and started to pull out. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he reached for the other blanket.

"No B, don't pull out of me, stay inside, please?" I pleaded.

Billy unfolded the blanket and pulled it over us, his manly body lying atop mine. With the blanket over us, I dropped my legs down to his side, spreading them apart and moving my knees up toward my ribs, opening myself up to him like a woman.

"B, I'm your little cunt to fuck anytime you want, my big hard piece of meat." I cooed in his ear, sticking my tongue in the cannel and nibbling on his ear lobe.

"Baby, you are the sweetest piece of ass…" he began, his voice husky, trailing off as I took his lower lip in my mouth and nibbled on it.

"And all yours!" I interjected, releasing his lip. "Oh B, I feel like a woman with you in me like this. It feels wonderful my big handsome man. Fuck me till I scream, fuck me with you big cock, please? I want it! Just one more time for me my Lover?" I begged him, my voice high and sensual as I pulled him into me.

My legs pulled back, and spread wide, his hips keeping them flat on the ground, gave him complete access to me. Billy sensed my utter submission to him and grew unbelievably hard again, within minutes of his last climax. His immenseness filled me as he swelled once more to huge proportions. My lust and submissiveness had apparently driven him to new heights, as he moved within me again.

"You want me one more time Baby?" he asked, excitedly.

"I want you as many times as you can come B." I replied, seductively.

"You are unbelievably sexy and wonderful Baby! I want you!" he said thrusting into me like an out of control freight train.

"You have me darling, use me anyway you want. I'm here for you to fuck!"
I cooed into his ear in the cutest sexiest voice I could imagine.

Billy came in me instantly, putting another huge load deeply inside me. He stroked my body for a good two minutes after his orgasm, whimpering into my shoulder, as I held him tightly to me. God I was deeply touched as he cried into my shoulder, while moving within me. He made love to me long after his orgasm, but I was absolutely amazed when he stayed hard, and five minutes later shot another load into me before finishing.

"B, stay in me please? I want to feel you go limp inside me.

"Not a problem Baby, I'll do anything for you." he said wearily.

"Would you really B?" I asked, hopefully.

Wrapping those big arms around me, he looked up and said, "I'll do anything for you! Anything!"

That was all I needed to hear; my eyes fixed his gaze, I pulled him down to me, and whispered, "I feel the same way about you B."

Chapter 3

Billy remained semi-erect inside of me, but it made little difference; I lay, clutching him tightly, enjoying his closeness, and savoring the warmth and hardness of his body against mine. My own hard flesh was still erect and intensifying with every second Billy stayed inside me. "Oh God, I love this!" I said to myself, "This man makes me feel wonderfully whole and complete." I mused. "I can't believe I feel so incredibly sexy and feminine with B inside of me. Oh please, let me have him one more time tonight, I want to feel him fill me just once more, and then I'll let him rest." I decided, thoughtfully.

He was still relatively solid inside me, and his breathing was shallow and regular, as his head rested on my shoulder. Placing a hand on the side of his head, my fingers lightly danced around his ear, playing with the lobe and the small indentation where it joined his strong jaw line. Gradually, I worked my way to his hairline and ran my nimble digits through his short fine hair, and around to the back of his neck. Billy moved his body, snuggling closer into mine, as my fingers traced the outline of his shoulder and skipped happily onto the flat expanse just beyond the curvature of his trapezoid. Flattening my hand, the palm skimmed across the slick sweat covered surface of a beautifully muscled upper back, slowly rolling down the rippling exterior to an equally taut lower back. Concentrating my attention on the area of the extreme lower back, as it sharply rises to the upper curve of the buttocks, my hand moved in a serpentine fashion, fingers lightly stroking the taut slick surface of his lower body. Gently, sliding my hand over the prominent hump that signals the end of the lower back, I caressed the firm soft cheek of his ass; then softly ran my middle finger down the crack as far as I could reach. Billy jerked inside of me, expanding slightly, as my finger ran, once more, down the length of his crack. Enjoying the sensation of his movement, my hand ran down his crack, repeatedly; that large muscular body rippling in response to my teasing. He expanded, perceptibly, within me now, and I smiled to myself at the thought of that deliciously exciting, hot, throbbing, member violating my little hole once again. I trembled powerfully with anticipation, when his first movements began.

"Sorry Baby!" he said apologetically, "You make me so hot, I'm hard again! Are you tired? Do you want me to stop?" he asked, tenderly gazing into my eyes.

"No B, I'm feeling wonderful!" I replied, languidly. "Please do whatever you want; I just want you inside me." I said, my hands pulling his body into me.