Tommy and me : Part 2

--- he grabbed me and pulled me up aginst his chest the he rolled over flipping me with him. i was in hevean. i squirmed and yanked but couldnt get away from him but i didnt want to anyway i was in pure hevan i wanted it to last. i thought about trying to kiss him but i was to afraid i knew he would beat me into a pulp if I would wake him up ---

I ran back to the couch thinking of what had happened and how much I enjoyed it. I sat on the couch and thought about how his masculine arms gripped me tight . After five miniutes I feel asleep and slept all the way through the night. When I woke up I smelled bacon and eggs. I got up and made my way to the kitchen.

“hey sleepy head” renee said

“hey what time is it?”

“around 8:00am “

I sat down and started eating and small talking with the family. After a while I realized who was gone .

“ where’s Tommy?”

Renee looked at me surprised because she knew I was afraid of him

“ he’s still sleeping off his hang over “

“ oh”

After that it was a little weird at the table so I went to the living room to watch some television. After a while I decided it was time to go home. I went straight up stairs to my bathroom to take my shower. I was washing off when I heard someone at the door. I jumped out and wrapped myself in a towel when I got to the door it was Tommy. It was then I wished I had put some more clothing on.

“ Hey Tommy come on in “

“ thanks “

We went and sat down and I told him if he wanted he could stay but I had to finish my shower. He said he’d wait. I got back into the shower and tried to do it quickly when I got and wrapped the towel around me again. I found Tommy watching television on the couch. I walked over and sat beside him.

“ Willy I know you like men “

There it was as blunt as it could be and I was speechless.

“ y ye yes “ It finally stammered out

Then I was in pain he had hit me and now I was on the floor and he was still beating me all I could do was cover my face and cry. I blacked out and when I came to I was on the couch with mom and Renee standing over top of me and slapping my face. I set up and she grabbed me right as I went to fall back down. She asked how this happened and I told her I didn’t know (lying) she helped me up the stairs to my room I laid down and thought about what Tommy had did. After about 5 minutes I fell asleep and slep good all night long. When I woke up I wobbled down the stairs holding the railing for dear life when I got down there most of the family was already there and looked surprised to see me. I just flashed a weird glance back at them. Then there was a long silence after 3 minutes mom broke the silence

“ we thought you might sleep in today you were hurt pretty bad you know “

“ I know I just woke up and thought id come and see the family”

After that there was a short but weird silence until my sister went back to talking about her children and husband. Witch she did quite frequently. After a little while everyone started to get up to leave. Mom came over to me and told me they had to go shopping and that Tommy would stay here and make sure I was ok. I was scared out of my wits I tried to make her stay but she wouldn’t have it unless I gave her a good reason and I couldn’t with out getting my ass kicked again. Once they left Tommy came through the doors when he was in sight I slowly got up and started for the steps.

“wait a minute” -Tommy said

“ why so you can beat me again”

“ no I actually want to apologies “

I stopped dead in my tracks. It was a rare day when Tommy would apologize for anything. At first I thought he might just be saying that so I would stay but when I turned around he had a serious ‘”im sorry” look on his face. I reluctantly hobbled to the couch and sat back down. Tommy rushed over and sat beside me I was still frightened but one day or another he would catch up to me and say what he wanted to say or do what he wanted to do.

“ well what do you have to say to me Tommy?”

“ I don’t do this often so give me a second to think about it “

It all just came gushing out
“ im sorry, you didn’t deserve to be treated like that and I regret doing it to you and I feel awful about it. You don’t half to accept this apology but im serious and truly sorry.”

After that he grabbed the side of my head with he arms and I tried to break free but I was too weak and he was to strong I just kept saying to myself be a man and take the punch. Then he did the unthinkable he leaned over and kissed me passionately and lovingly it was amazing his soft lips touching mine it was to much I finally gave in and kissed him back the same way he had done to me. When I broke the kiss I was mad, happy, sad and every other feeling in the book I jumped and made a break for the door. But again I was to slow and he caught me he pulled me back to the couch. He sat down on one end and I made my way to the other end. He had a puzzled look on his face.

“ I thought you liked it?”

“ I did its just that ….well you scare me Tommy you could break me in half if you wanted to, plus you tried to remember ( as I pointed to my ribs ) “

“ im very sorry and I mean it “

“ I trust that you mean it but I just need some time alone “

I got up and started for the steps again and praying that I would make it. But all he did was say in a soft caring voice

“ tell me when your ready “

I just ignored him. When I got to my room I broke down in tears. After a couple of hours I went back I went back down stairs and I walked into the living room and it was still just the two of us I walked over and sat considerably close to him and he just smiled and took my head back into his hands

“SLOW DOWN TIGER “

And we both giggled a little. And then he came in for a kiss and I shied away

“ what’s wrong”

“ umm you beat me yesterday remember. Im having some trust issues here”

Then he slowly let go of my face and got up and slowly walked to the door.

“wait”

I yelled . He slowly turned around and had that sad look of disappoint ment on his face

He walked back over and sat a little farther away from me. I slowly and calmly explain that I liked him but I was afraid of him.

“ so what are my limits “

“ not touching me and slowly taking it day by day “

He just shook his head in agreement and I could tell he was going to cry. This was a side ive never seen of Tommy caring yet compassionate. And it only made me like him more. I slowly inched my way over two him and grabbed him like I would never let go and he just sat there

“maybe a little touching never hurt anyone”

He just laughed and started to gently hug me back. We sat like that for hours watching television and talking about “us” after about a hour or two I slowly and easily climbed into his lap so I could lay my head on his chest. He was nice and soft not to hairy but just right. I was moving way to fast and I knew it but I couldn’t care less at the time. Before I went to sleep I asked if he could stay the night so that I could sleep in his arms. He agreed and called renne to tell her he wouldn’t be home tonight. After that we climbed the stairs slowly to my room - it still hurt to go up and down them but Tommy basically carried me the entire way - he sat down still holding me in his arms. He laid my upper body on his chest and my legs on the bed. I wrapped my arms around him again and he started to play with my hair until I dozed off. When I woke up I was still holding him and he had his hand on the top of my head where he had fallen asleep playing with it. I nuzzled around so that he would wake up to. When he did he just looked at me and smiled at me. For the longest time there was not a word from either of us. I started to get up and he acted like he was going to help me

“ I can do it “

“ I know but I feel awful and I want to help anyway I can “

It was then that I knew I was falling in love with Tommy Haddix my “step brother in law” I didn’t care that he put me through pain he was ant right now. He was making me the happiest man on earth right now.
I leaned back over the bed and kissed him like we did the first time. Our tongs intertwining and playing with each other and I loved it. When we broke the kiss he just smiled a satisfactory smile and I went into the bathroom to get ready… I still didn’t trust him enough to go to far holding each other through the night and kissing was enough for now. …. When I came back out of the bathroom Tommy had fallen back asleep and looked adorable while doing it. I slowly climbed back into bed trying my hardest not to wake him up. So I just snuggled against his side for now.

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After time I began to trust Tommy more and more and everyday we would spend more time together.

It had been about 3 months since Tommy and I had started this whole thing and we started to have some deep feeling for each other. One day Tommy picked me up and took me to lunch at Smokey rays the most popular and fancy restaurant in town. I knew something had to be up for him to take me to this type of restaurant after the waitress took out drink he took my hand.(witch surprised me again because he was weird about holding hands in public.

“ will ..I … I want to be your boyfriend “

My mouth just hung open and I was speechless

“ of course Tommy I love you why not make it official “

We both laughed and he brought out a box and I was once again in shock. It was a guys wedding band but he asked if I would wear it to show his love for me I agreed and slowly slipped it on . After dinner we went back to my house and watched some television the entire time my mind went back to the day he had beat me the day I told him I was gay but now he was my partner and even though he did that to me I wouldn’t have it another way than this. He looked at me and asked

“ what r you thinking about?”

He didn’t like me to mention it so when ever he asked that if I shrugged my shoulders he knew exactly what it was. He just grabbed me closer and whispered

“ im sorry , and I’ll never hurt you again”

I snuggled down into his chest and feel asleep slowly when I woke back up he was staring at me like I had something on me

“ what’s wrong”

“ nothing I was just thinking about how much I don’t deserve you “

“ ya you don’t “

I said jokingly and we both laughed. About 4 hours had passed and he said

“ wills I need to ask you something “

“ fire away “

“ do you love me. Seriously love me not just playing around “

“ of course I love you and Id do anything for you “

“ good because im leaving renne “

I jumped straight up all I could think about was someone looking at me and calling me a homo home wrecker …

“ why do you want to leave renne?”

“ im hardly their as is and im cheating on her with you ( that was a blow to the gut for me ) and she deserves better “

After that I sat back down and we sat in silence for about five minutes.

“ I want you to me in with me Tommy “

“ are you sure?”

“ yes nothing els in the world could make me happier than having you here 24/7 “

He smiled and kissed me like he would never see me again. I broke free and gasped for air

“ what was that for “

“ just to show you how much I love you mr. Willy “

Then he just kissed my forehead I laid there for a minute and then I got up and asked him if he wanted anything to drink or eat.

“ no ill be fine “ I got up and kissed him again and walked into the kitchen to make some food.

TO BE CONTINUED…………..

Please leave me a comment this one took longer but it is longer and I hope you enjoyed reading it .. Also I have no where els to go with Tommy and willy any suggestions will be appreciated greatly and feel free to e-mail me thanks and I hope to hear from someone soon J