The Story of David and Matt

As David's father drives his family down the highway, David sleeps in the back seat next to his little sister. He wakes just long enough to request that someone wake him up by midnight. He promised Joshua that he would listen to the CD's they burned for each other at the stroke of midnight.

Until that time, David sort of drifted in and out of sleep. But never too far where he'd miss his midnight wake up call. "It's midnight in 1 minute son!" David heard his father say. He places the CD in his player and looks and at midnight, he presses play and the CD begins. He hears Josh's voice with their favorite song playing in the background. David lays his head down and cries so softly as Josh's words play out in the clearest stereo sound.

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“David. I love you so much. I’m scared that I will never be able to feel this way again. I feel like there’s a whole bunch of stuff that I never told you. I told you that I was in love with you but I never told you what being in love with David feels like. Oh my God! David. You must promise me that you’ll let yourself go when you feel that feeling. 

You know what feeling I'm talking about David, I know that you do. I'm talking about that first time that we kissed. That look on your face gave you away baby. I want you to feel that again David. I know that it is going to be hard and that you think it will never get better but it will will David. I do not want to live my life without you, but guess what? I don't have a choice.

So I am setting you free my love. Go live, love, and be happy. Always know that I will never love anyone as much as I love you. I can only try and come as close as I can. I want you to do the same. Please go and find that boy who makes you smile like you do. I love that so much. Don't be afraid to make him feel that feeling, the way you made me feel it. Make him shiver and gasp for breath when you touch his face. Take him in your arms and make him never want to leave. And after all of that is said and done, if you feel that feeling, sort of like it did with us? Make love to him David. Make love to him like you made love to me so many times. 

I won’t say goodbye. I’ll just say see you later. Not soon but I will see you again. Oh! And don’t forget the Sunday Times on your birthday. 

Later queer!”
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David pressed the stop button and smiled. Joshua always had a way of making David smile. He loved it when Josh would call him queer, or faggot. It was done with such love that even the sting that people have put on such words was rendered useless. 

Joshua made that CD so that he could give David some comfort. He wanted to say all of the things that would bring a smile to Davids face. It took several attempts to get through it without breaking down. It killed Josh to even think of David loving someone else. It was the part when he said “I’m setting you free my love” that ripped through Josh’s heart. 

Setting David free was the last thing in the world that he ever wanted to do. He remembered a day when two boys laid in a grassy field and promised to love each other and never leave. 
They had such love and respect for each other in almost ever aspect that you could imagine. The boys had masturbated together for years and eventually masturbated each other. But it took something as simple as a kiss to truly define the difference between sex and love. That kiss changed everything. It was truly magic. 

They never seemed to be in a rush to try anything. Other boys at school would tell tails about fucking this girl or getting sucked off by that girl. David and Josh where in no hurry to try anything. That's an easy descision to make when you think that you have foreverer. But as nature was intended to be, David and Josh made love when they had no intention on doing so. It just happend so naturally. It was the right time and thr right place. It was Joshua who was first to find himself inside David. The pair wrestled across tthe bed kissing and holding each other as they had done many times before. 

But Joshua soon felt a sinking feeling followed by an incredable warmth around his penis. In all of the rolling around and kissing, Davids desire became too much for him to endure. He took Joshua'a penis and guided into position. Then on the next roll Joshua fell forward and his penis surged forward until it was completely inserted deep within David. David will forever forget the shocked look on his lovers face.

"Oh! David. I'm inside you you! How did this happen?"

"I put you there, I need it Josh, make love to me please!" David said,

Poor Joshua so badly wanted to please David. He had always imagined that he'd make love to David for hours bringing him to the heights of extacy. But it was Josh who'd get there and he got there really fast. Within two minutes of being deep inside of his lover for the first time. Josh gasped so loudly. I'm Cumming! was all that he got out before David felt the warmth of the semen that Josh was releasing deep inside of him. Not to be out done thought, when it was Davids turn to pleasure Josh. David found himself spilling his semen into Josh in less then a minute after he was fully inserted.

Matt and Ricky fell into the same trap. They had lived on the same street all of their lives thinking that they had their entire life to share this new love that developed between then. 

Soon David's family will be pulling into the driveway of their new home. The fact that David is moving in down the street and even into Ricky's old bedroom will not go un-noticed by Matt.

Matthew and been spending countless hours in Ricky's cold and enpty house in an effort to be close to his first love, the love who he knew he would never see again. Not in this lifetime. 

He knew that people would soon move into this house and he would not be able to come here to Ricky’s empty room for comfort. He took out his pocketknife out and carved "MW + RR" and "I love you Ricky" in several places inside Ricky's enpty bedroom, especially in the closet where the boys shared their first kiss. It wasn’t with tongues like thay did later, but a nice soft meeting of the lips with their eyes closed.

“That was nice” Ricky said to Matt when they broke for air. “Yeah it was!” Matt replied. The boys sat quiet taking in the feeling of that first kiss. Ricky was so innocent in those early days. 
“Can we do that again Matthew? If you want to, I mean?” Ricky said trying to mask the desire he was feeling for his friend. Matthew who was the coy one smiled to his friend.

“You want it? Come and get it!” Matthew said to Ricky

Ricky smiled wide and lunged at his friend chest to chest. The weight of Ricky’s body sent Matthew all the way to the floor. This kiss was more urgent then the last and Matt reached up and put his hand on the side of Ricky’s face as they kissed. Neither boy will take the credit for what happened next but claim that it “just happened” but at the same instant each boys lips parted and their tongues swirled around each other and they kissed like they had been doing it all of their lives. When they broke, Ricky in all of his cuteness was the first to comment on it.

“Wow man! That made me pop a boner!” he said as he glanced at the front of his pants. Matt lifted the front of his shirt and Ricky giggled uncontrollably. But then he stopped just as quickly as he started. It didn't take long for Matthew to find Ricky's penis with his mouth or vice versa.
It was the first time that a loving exchange of young semen took place between the two. But the first time always holds special memories. Now Ricky is gone and the gallons of cum fired off in that room is nothing more then a memory. Matthew want's to feel the warm nectur of his buddy sliding down his throat, or deep inside of him. But he's gone and Matt can no longer pretend.

Matthew couldn't believe that this would be the last time that he be able to come to this room to remember his days with Ricky. The sadness was too much for him. He screamed out in pain.

“RICKY!!!!!!!” Matthew screamed out in the empty room. “I love you Ricky…I love you,” he said over and over until he lost control and crawled over to the closet, went inside and closed the door. This was the last place that still had Ricky’s scent and even that was fading as the days went by.

“Oh Ricky! How am I supposed to live with out you? RICKY!” Matt screamed in a way that could only be described as blood curdling. "RICKY PLEASE COME BACK! Oh God! " 

He fell asleep on the floor in Ricky’s closet and when he woke up it was already starting to get dark. He got to his feet and looked back into the room one last time. He spoke softly as if his best friend was actually there to her him.

“Goodbye Ricky. I have to go home now and I won’t be coming back anymore. I love you more than I ever thought was possible and I’ll never forget the things we did in this room. I’ll love you forever.” 

Matt just closed the door and walked down the stairs. He went out the back door and didn’t look back as he walked home. Matt feels so sad just like David. Each boy is convinced that they’ll never love as they’ve loved before and so there’s no point in going on. 

Fate can feel the boys pain. He too has been there on more then one ocassion. He won't allow these two lost lover to be denied of what they fell has been lost forever, he wont!

“Wait and see my little homo rookies” Fate says. "I have work to do not just for you dear Matthew and David. Be patient with me and you'll see that I intend to bring joy into you lives as well as the lives of the lovers you've lost. Ricky and Joshua need me too. It's almost time young ones. Have faith in Fate and you'll see that dreams do come true"

It seems that Ricky’s mother had chosen to pass up on the job in Chicago at the last minute. She was now a single Mother and she worried about raising Ricky in the mean streets of Chicago. She chose an alternate job in a little town called New Hope, Minnesota. The name itself was ironic since both mother and son hoped for a new life. Ricky will find such a new life when he discovers that two houses down from where he and his mother live is the city limits of Minneapolis. About six more houses beyond that is where a boy lives who needs a friend in the worst way. Like Ricky, he has lost a love. Joshua is the boys name and he was torn from his first love David when the boy’s father took him away to California because of a dream job.

“Hang on my little love starved babies!" Fate says. "Buckle up you little bitches!" Fate hasn’t even gotten started yet.” 

END PART ONE HERE...